Xanthicat

I had a dream that I had to in a rush delete my wattpad account because some friends were in imminent danger of finding it and omg don’t do that to me brain
          
          I have back ups of my better works but not all of them and I would actually be so heartbroken if I lost the stuff that 12-13 year old me wrote

England is so beautiful and green right now I am living for it

I’m learning to drive and I just stalled at a traffic light 3 times and had to wait for the next green light 3 times and omg just kill me there were cars waiting behind me
          
          Like tbf I was in a different car and omg the clutch is so not gentle like it wants to be one way or another so finding the biting point is so tricky but still

Grian is posting so much recently and I am here for it

@Xanthicat no problem!

I love your watcher story’s! Keep up with the great work!!!

I’m so sad because I want to do things; I want to write fanfiction, I want to run and climb and keep myself healthy, I want to continue working on my original story, I want to GET ENOUGH SLEEP, I want to get a job so I can earn money, I want to have enough time to practise cello enough, I want to just do things that I enjoy but I don’t have time. My school days are so long and all of the time I then get at home I have to use to do homework. Then the weekends? Homework catch-up time and revision time for end of topic tests coming up.
          
          I just want to live my life man and I am prepared to work for my a levels but not this much like I need to get to be myself sometimes but I have no time.
          
          Basically sorry that there’s been no fanfic lately

SOUTH DOWNS INEFFABLE HUSBANDS SOUTH DOWNS INEFFABLE HUSBANDS TOO CUTE OMGGGG MY HEART WILL EXPLODE
          
          On other news, I started watching a random netflix series yesterday and have looked it up and apparently it has a terrible ending (and then he woke up) so I’m not sure whether to continue watching it or not because it’s lowkey really good so maybe I’ll just skip the last episode
          
          Also I agreed to go on a run with my dad but like it’s fucking 5°C I don’t want to goooo my lungs will freeze

Merry Christmas!

So I’m kind of making up my own original story right now (won’t ever be posted here sorry) and I keep getting the urge to look up fanfic/fanart of the characters like omfg