Tullium

i genuinely dislike people who choose to delete stories after their discontinued...
          like i get it if you hate that story, but other people like it and want to read it. even if you dont use wattpad anymore!
          (unless that story features something illegal af like pedophilia or incest- if your story features that, please get off this app and walk into a jail cell. or if a story you have is related to trauma, that is also understandable- could always ask someone to reupload it too, but it isnt my choice either.... still salty about it when it happens tho)

to support dream but hate shelby is hypocritical as fuck, sorry not sorry
          you cant hate shelby but support dream because they used the exact same tactic. neither of them have real evidence to prove that they are innocent/a victim. their "evidence" is their own word, and they can easily lie about whatever they want.
          so much real evidence (photos, videos) stacked against them, and yet some people still support them?? what??
          
          even by the VERY UNLIKELY chance that dream was not a pedophile, to continue supporting him is wild because he is a fucking asshole. he still publicized a video of a minor who was drunk and mentally ill, dragged other random cc's WHO HE USED TO BE FRIENDS WITH into his video, and compared CONSENTING, ADULTS marrying each other to SEXTING MINORS. he is a disgusting asshole and he doesnt deserve his fucking platform, let alone friends.
          fuck george and sapnap for sticking with him, they betrayed their other friends, ESPECIALLY Quackity. i used to love george too, but no, he stuck with a pedophilic asshole, so fuck him too.

for the peeps who keep asking "dont you know what wilbur did"
          yes. i do. but im not stupid. im not going to take one person's side of the story as instant fact, when she cant get her own story straight. im choosing to be understanding and patient until Wilbur is ready to speak up or take her to court, and i will continue to stick by his side.
          even if he is charged for biting, which has no evidence of leaving bruises in the first place, that fake ass bitch has already done worse things, that she will get into more trouble for than someone PLAYFULLY biting.
          im choosing not to be ignorant and blindly follow someone who doesnt even have real evidence except her own word, cant get her story straight, and proves herself to be more of a bad person than the person she claims to have abused her.
          
          and no, i dont care about your paragraph of why im "wrong". save it for someone who actually gives a shit, because no one can convince me that Wilbur is a worse person than she is. if you have a problem with my statement, cry about it. i literally dont care how you feel about my stance on this.

this is your monthly subscription to tullium's madness and on this week's episode of simping i just want everyone to know I FUCKING LOVE WILBUR SOOT!!!!!!

It is Wilbur Support Day so I'm here to remind everyone that I LOVE WILBUR SOOT!!
          Wilbur Soot is laugh, Wilbur Soot is love, Wilbur Soot is life.
          He is so silly and handsome
          He also makes wonderful music and he has a very sexy singing voice
          In conclusion: Wilbur Soot.

To those of my Undertale followers that are still here and active:
          My Freshcans Oneshots were removed. I didn't do this. Wattpad DM'd me to say they removed it for "going against the code of conduct", which after I reviewed the code of conduct and community guidelines, there was still nothing that I went against.
          Either they were upset about a chapter with a sad ending, or they were upset that I was bashing on paperfresh (because I always reiterate that it is a p*dophilic and inc*stuous ship).
          Even so, I was *not* writing about that stuff?? I was talking about WHY paperfresh is those things.
          
          I don't typically save all my chapters and Wattpad cannot put the book back up, as it isn't even in my drafts. The book is now completely wiped. I am extremely angry, especially because I was not given a reason or explanation as to why my book was removed.

Have you been asked if you’d like to join our discord yet? It’s really just Quackbur fanfic readers and writers, and as another member has claimed, it has “everything a writer needs.” We have channels for almost every part of the writing process that you need and we’re all willing to help when you need ideas and feedback. Just lemme know if I should DM the link :D

Those of you who have agreed with my stance against Shelby/Subble...
          https://www.change.org/p/cancel-shelby-on-all-social-networks?cs_tk=Ahsu8F6F1Ml3OZL1DWYAAXicyyvNyQEABF8BvGVWsPuvH0epbhVrwJsghkM%3D&utm_campaign=9ecdb81eb2e4425fbd745b6444d72af0&utm_content=initial_v0_4_1&utm_medium=email&utm_source=petition_signer_receipt&utm_term=cs
          Sign this petition. Please.
          Shelby doesn't deserve her platforms. She is causing a negative impact and ruining Wilbur's life.
          Please make sure you read the "Why this petition matters". It not only explains why Shelby/Subble doesn't deserve her platform, but it also explains the literal laws that she has broken by falsely accusing Wilbur.
          (I have heard some complaints about it requiring an address as well? If that is true, don't fret. Just put a fake address.)

I just want to reiterate that I don't care if you disagree with me. I literally said "do not tell me if you disagree", because I don't care.
          If you continue to say "i disagree", I will just block you.
          This isn't me trying to silence anyone or anything of that sort; I'm just staying out of unnecessary drama when there is already enough drama going on, including my personal life. I will stick to my opinion based on my own research. It's that simple.
          If you disagree with me: unfollow me. block me. mute me. you just don't need to tell me.

With the... situation that unfolded... there's a few things I want to say.
          First, I want to tell people something that I desperately needed to hear myself:
          You're not a bad person for not being ready to let go. It is completely okay and valid to feel distraught right now, and it's okay to feel overwhelmed. It's understandable that you may not feel ready to let go yet. It's okay to feel how you feel about everything. It's okay to be confused. It's okay to be mad. It's okay to be disappointed. And it's okay to feel hurt.
          If you're in a similar boat as I, feeling overwhelmed, confused, hurt, unprepared to move on; it's okay. You're not alone. Take as much time as you need to heal, because this is damaging to those of us that found comfort in Wilbur. It's okay for us to take the time to step aside, breathe, and collect our thoughts.
          
          Secondly, I'm not planning on changing anything on here. I'm going to continue writing as I wish, and that is because I have ALWAYS stated that my fanfics are strictly characters. I am allowed to appreciate his DSMP and QSMP characters and separate them from the real him. His characters do NOT equate to the real him, which is why I choose not to change.
          I will 100% be harrassed for my decision on this, and I may be going against other creators for this, but I don't care. I am doing what I want to do, and I'm not harming anyone by doing it. If it upsets someone, just block me.
          
          Unrelated to the situation: I'm sorry for not posting. I'm still struggling with burnout and as of lately, I've been struggling with my mental health and with all this mess whipped on top of things I was already struggling with, I'm definitely not in a good place.
          This is more than likely going to put a further pause on updates. At best, I may post angst chapters, because it's how I cope with my emotions.
          Thank you guys for being so patient. It means a lot. <3