Tryselle

I hope this semester ends this month because I can't do this any longer dnfnffndndnfnf

I think I'm doing a crossover fanfiction within two of my favorite anime series, which I think would be nice. Though I couldn't say it for everyone, but I'll have to do a test run for it.

Hiii, idk if you still remember me but it's XNNXCHXN in a new acc, I kinda just lost interest in my old acc and eventually I just forgot about it because I got too busy in life and then forgot the password since I got a new phone but a few months ago I came back to Wattpad again and let's just say I miss reading your stories and I'm excited to reread them again! :D but for now imma just go to sleep. Goodnighty^^

It's funny how I'm able to make ends meet with my three exams this week without even studying, I just thank myself sometimes for trying hard enough.
          
          
          College life is hard, I don't think that it's fun. It'll never be fun, just kidding.

Maybe I just like shy men who cries his heart out about something he's passionate with.
          
          
          UGH I HATE THIS! 

Not me finding myself crushing on Kairi from ONIC Indo, this is so stupid. I just saw him crying last night and I can't get him off my mind, I hate crushing on real people that I don't have a chance with.
          
          
          AND MOST IMPORTANT I DIDN'T HAVE ANY INTEREST UNTIL LAST NIGHT!
          
          
          THAT'S ACTUALLY CRAZY IF ONE CAN TELL!
          
          
          Also I never felt this energetic and happy when I see people, what is this?? Why am I crushing on a freaking person that I can't even reach.
          
          
          It's frustrating, I shouldn't have watched M5 last night. I'm really upset.

I just recovered from the stress, but not from the fear and anxiety I felt after what happened. But I want to say that I'm healing so far, and I hope to find myself doing good as time goes by.
          
          
          
          

I know this sounds crazy by my university just got bombed last Sunday, it traumatized me. And if you're a Filipino and saw the news, then you probably knew which university I am talking about.
          
          
          I felt terror when we non Muslims had to evacuate from the area, it broke me to pieces to leave my Muslim friends behind without any assurance of coming back. It was painful.
          
          
          As much as I don't want to rant here, it's sad to think that I almost died there. 

I got pneumonia, and I feel like jsdjdnnd. My lungs are hurting and they're literally giving me a hard time it's not even funny anymore. Now I had to skip school for a whole week to recover, it's not even funny considering how much I missed.

It's been a long time, and it's safe for me to say that I'm quite alive here.