Sub

idk if u remember me but we were friends on instagram lol 

Holy shit I haven't been active in a while. Just noticed my last activity was in July. I mean, I check on here once a day, but I haven't been voting or anything like that. Although I think I might leave Wattpad though. Tbh I don't care about any of the stories being published on here and I don't really use this for anything. I'm still on Devinatart and Tumblr (and I got Discord as well, pm me for that if you're curious about it) though! And my art book...I'm thinking about deleting it and just upload my art on Tumblr from now on. In fact I think I might delete everything, but I'm not sure about that. So uhhh...bye I guess????

A while ago in January I made a message that said an old friend of mine kept me as a list of people they knew and were friends (even though we weren't) and I just look at their profile again and it was still there. I w a nn a pu ke

Sometimes I wonder. Will you ever come back? I know you won't. I realized that a long time ago. But I'm not sad, I learned to let go of you. And if you were here, you'd tell me to let go as well. But the idea that we can talk one last time as a finally goodbye..I would love that day that'll never come. See? Look at me now, finally accepting that life doesn't go your way, no matter how hopeful you are. You lose friends, you gain friends, some scar you, some give you your best memories, some just drift apart, some aren't meant to be friends, that's how life go. But I let go of all the old ones and even if they did me wrong, I will cherish those memories, for they turned me into a better person. And I am most grateful for you, my once closest friend who is no longer on this website. You won't read this, but I wish the best of life. Then we can both cherieh our lives and smile at our old memories together. 
          
          ^here take some sappy stuff I decided to write because why not?

"Sad dabs of broken friendships." - Me, 5/31/2017

Hello my dear followers. I am here to deliver exciting news. I will be making a book. GASP Sub will be making a book when she hasn't in over 2 years!! What am I saying I doubt anyone remembers my cringy book. But recently I've been thinking up so many AUs with my current OTP (It's Maxie x Archie from Pokemon). And with those AUs comes one I will definitely make! And it will be an AU of Heathers. I am not sure when I will post this story as I am currently planning on which character should replace which character, but I hope to have a schedule, like maybe one chapter a week? I also plan on finishing the first five chapters before I publish it to make sure I'll have enough time to keep up with said schedule. I also plan on three oneshots of the same OTP, maybe make a book just for oneshots? But anyway enough of my rambling, it is 2:03 in the morning currently and I should sleep now. So gn my lovely followers.

Yooo quick announcement that I am no longer on the app, I'm website only now. I deleted it because the app kept crashing for no reason..and it took up over 100mb so yeah. I'll probably be less active now.

I've been sick for a week..send help.

Jfc I really need to revamp my RP book. The characters changed alot and I just looked at them all and just wonder why in the world I thought their backstories and such were good. 

Ya know, now that I have people to talk to with me being myself without my anxiety acting up or my mental health going down, I feel happy! It's good to realize where my problems came from and how to fix it. My problem was that I was so lonely, that I felt like I was hated, that I felt used, that I felt no one cared for me. But it all boils down to loneliness, I just needed people to talk to..people I could consider as honest to good friends. People that didn't make me feel horrible. I just had to go out and boom! I was happy! It's so nice to have friends that don't make my mental health go down. Who knows? Maybe it'll all go downhill in the future, but for now, I am happy. I am in a better place than I was last year. And way better than I was two years ago.