Dria

Hi my name is Alexandria but I like Dria. Im 15 im the oldest of five siblings etc. Im to honest for my own good i say whats on my mind. I wanna be an author when im older I write stories and poems. Im someone who likes to hide my feelings. my favorite color is green. Im a cutter but have been clean for some time now im very proud of myself. I believe in alot of stuff and I believe everything happens for a reason I love God and sometimes I dont believe him when I get mad at him but I still wonder if God is real or not I still believe in him tho. Im a teenager who would like to die in every possible way but as time is going on im changing my mind. I like to sing when im happy or just for the fun of it. I play just about every sport. I'm in love with the biggest sweat heart in the world. I can seem very depressing at times. I believe without music I have no life. I believe in love and just about every little thing you could think of. I still sleep with my teddy bears. I'm Irish. My eyes are green. Ive dyed my hair about six times but it is still very healthy n doesn't feel like crap. I love to read, Cook, clean, learn new things. I think about every possible thing that could happen be4 I do it. I like horror movies the most. I hate crying cause it makes me feel weak. Im a very open person. Im stubborn as hell. Im curious about everything. I push just about everyone away and I dont mean to at times. I wont say something in less I mean it. I have big time trust issues And if you mess with my family or friends you die. If I say I love you I mean it I take love very seriously. I still get scared of the dark sometimes . When I wear my Cross Is the only time I feel safe and when I feel closest to God so I wear it always. I dont think anyone can love me with all these scars and just about everyone who has ever came into my life has left even when they promise they wont. And most of all I believe in Pinky promises and I take them very seriously. A little about myself.