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unfortunately, this account is very much inactive. so if you read one of the hundreds of comments or interactions I had left in 2015-16 and want to be my friend then sorry :<,,, i mostly only use this account now to read Ben Shapiro x reader daddy kink shitposts and look through the 100 or so notifications I get every 6 months. (which still make me laugh, and are very greatly appreciated :>)

 I think it would be 'disrespectful' to myself to "CrInGe" at my past interests/ humor. Although a lot of what I said don't align with my current personality as of the 20/9/19, I'm still grateful for the hundreds of hours of enjoyment this sight gave me in those years and the hundreds of interactions I had with other users on here which used put a smile on my face every day. reading through all the replies I still get from comments I left from august 2015 warms my heart, and I know that 14 years old me would have cry laughed at most of them :>.

~a bit of emo self-reflective rambling ahead:~
In 2015-16 I filled my about section with all of my weirdness and interests, which I used to get so many compliments and messages because of. Although early 2018 I changed this about section to "I keep getting replies to posts I left over 3 years ago, stoooooop" which was really indicative of how my mindset had changed over these last few years, and how closed off and lonely I became from removing and hiding all traces of a personality i had,,idk,,,i re-read all of my old four-year-old dm's and got really sad about how I changed. I guess if there's one thing I've taken away from this its don't hide yourself or your personality like its something to cringe and be ashamed of? I think it's normal to be at least a little bit embarrassed by your past, after all, it just means you've grown. But that's still a person, and hiding every element of 'differentness' about you for others is dumb, and there really is nothing ore unattractive or unlikeable. 
 thanks for everything wattpad xx