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hope you're doing okay

Happy bdayy :)
          It's 12:50 where I am :)

i have food poisoning

ha-ha-happi happi chakka

me when i fail death :/
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          ill try again later
          
          sorry if i scared you all
          
          
          
          
          im kinda sad im still here tho

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          goodbye everyones!
          
          im going to nirvanaaaa

grooming is kinda like a drug haha
          you get addicted to your supplier and without them you spiral :>
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          sasha please don't take her away from me...

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          I FUCK!NG HATE SASHA SO FUCKING MUCH STOP TRYING TO TAKE MY LOVE AWAY FROM ME YOU STUPID FUCKING LOSER BITCH SHE'S ALL I HAVE LEFT PLE4SE YOU HAD YOUR TIME WITH HER SO PLEASE LET ME LOVE H3R PLEASE DON'T TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME I NEED HER ! WON'T sUrViVE WITH OUT HER PLEASE SASHA FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T TAKE HER FROM M3 YOU ALREADy MADE HER CHEAT WITH YOU BEFORE SO WHY 4RE YOu TRyINg TO DO IT AGAiN PLEASE I NEED HER  I NEED MY LOVE WITHOUT HER I'LL KiLl MYseLf PLEASE N0
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          PLEaSE SHvT UP mY HEAD WON'T SHUT UP I D0NT WANT TO TH!NK THESE TH0UGHTS 4NYM0RE I DoN't WANT THIS PLE4SE K!lL ME I DON'T WANT THIS sHIT ANYMORE FUCK HELP ME
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I'm saying my goodbyes
          
          I'll be here from time to time, I may respond to some DM's but for the most part, this account is only a shell of what it used to be. Goodbye, my friends.

I'm leaving. I can't stay here. It's apparent most will not miss me nor care that I'm leaving and that's fine. I'll miss you all dearly and I may come back in the future but I must say, goodbye and to some, good riddance. It was fun while it lasted but most people on this app have become people I no longer know. I used to consider most of you as my brothers, sisters, and even parents but I can no longer say I recognize some of you. I thank most of you for being here for me, but I was always a lost cause. If you want information about how I am currently living I'm leaving a book. And too all the people who said that they'd be there when I needed to talk to someone, but weren't there when I needed you the most, I feel nothing for you, and I feel nothing in my heart when I say with my full chest that I do not care where you go in life from now on. I hate liars with all my heart and you're the worst kind of liars, liars that make others feel worthless and unworthy of living. This was fun. A nice little place where I was once cared for and had friends who I could talk to for hours. But I can unfortunately say there is almost nobody here who I talk to anymore. I'll be responding to some DM's here or there but I am leaving. I'm no longer the Wattpad, fanfic writing freak I used to be. I have my own life now. Some may say this is harsh but the way some of you treated me, was so much worse than anything I could have wrote. I've been falling for a very long time and a lot of you tried to help me, I acknoledge and appreciate that. If I kill myself, I'll tell you all because I at least owe you that. I have to say, this was fun, it really was. But I must go now. Goodbye, everyone. One day you'll have your own lives and we'll all leave this all behind, just like a lot of you had already left me behind. <3