Petiks xD

I'm in the grand old age of 21 but i act and feel about an 9 yr.old, tender brat & play like innocent..over and over.
Which is makes me hate the old people.
-Old people are my biggest HATE in life.
I have respect for them..but I don't wanna join them..neither to become one of them.
-They say "Life Begins at 40"..? but when that my age come..I think a will kill myself.
'cuz I don't wanna restart another crazy life again.
-A Suicidal??
..Maybe.
-An Escape??
..YES!
and I call it "The Art of an Hasty Exit from the Ugly Truth of Time".
So that rest assured my dead-bodytype would still look cute and UNdeniably freshh..and leave your eyes with my last beautiful ME! EVERLASTING ON YOUR HEAD.
-It's not that I'm afraid to grow old..I'm just afraid to LOOK old..Move limpy and depend to others.
I don't want to be an added-weight on someonelse's shoulders..ON SOMEONE I KNOW WHO'LL JUST PRETEND THAT CARES.
I've already foretasted my future..and I know it would tastes just like a Staled Human-meat resting on your dining table.
This is why, how I shall cross-out myself..away from the sadness that the years can give.

My LIFE IS A GRAND GUIGNOL SCENE.
Only for those who do clearly understand are worthy of me to set my stage for.
-Offer them seats..to watch, Entertain, Fall in love, Get bore, Breakdown the hearts, Disgust & everything..
And it is up to you when will i should raise my curtains or give it to you a completely shut.
There is a two-way thing of me..I can be the nicest person in the world..or be a total bitch. (& though your hating...I'd stay befriending).
I'm a sweetheart composed of anti-matter.
I'm your BFF, your lover, your cleanser, your ecstacy, your killer, your strenght.
i am that certain thing that you need to possess..
or that something you need to keep away from...and just leave behind.