Penelope Rivera

I think of you everyday. I don't know why I still care. maybe it's because what we had was one of kind or maybe it's because you had the key to my heart, who knows. we were so compatible and we doing so good, then things just went downhill. I admit, I gave up on you. I really did. things were too hard, I couldn't handle what was happening because it went from perfect to a disaster and I know thats how relationships work, there are bumpy roads then smooths one. but, I didn't like the bumpy ones. neither of us did but, I gave up too easily. I really did. sometimes I wish I didn't but what happened has already happened and it's over and done with. sometimes I miss the memories we had, staying up till 6 in the morning on the phone laughing. I sometimes miss your voice and your laugh. I sometimes miss the way you knew everything about me. you were the only person I ever let in. we didn't even last 3 months. honestly, if you were text me right now I would answer. I still know everything about you. things are better off this way though, we may have had a great relationship but we were both toxic to eachother. we were so in love we didn't realize what we were doing to one another. I'm not going to put all the blame on you because I was just as toxic as you were. I loved you, I really did. although you may never see this I am sorry. this is stupid but I guess this is just something I wrote for closure because i can finally admit I am over you. I really hope you are doing okay. you deserve the best.