Hey, I woke with one less fan than when I went to bed. But it's best to move on if you feel uncomfortable. If you suspect I am a bit old, you’re right. One give away is that we are so verbal.
My Peace Corps story is set where I served as a teacher in my idealistic youth and contains a love scene likely too graphic for your tastes………………….However, I think you might love my novel Songs for Tamar, daughter of King David and sister of Absalom. Tamar got a raw deal in real life, and unsatisfied with history, I reach out, giving her a better ending in fiction and hope that God did even better for her than the Bible lets us know about her..
I hope you find someone here to work more closely with you and good luck.