MsHarte_Slythindork

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MsHarte_Slythindork

What is it when... You feel like someone is ur whole world. But they always talk about someone else... Never giving any attention to you... When that person is the only person who gets you and they leave you for that someone who is also close to you and they both leave... What is that? Why does it happen? Am I not good enough for them? Do I need to change? Someone already made me quit singing (If u rly knew me u would know that's my one true passion) but the person who brought me back up at the same time respected the decision if it was what I rly wanted.... He left... He was the one at the start who left me for one of my best friends... Not romantically just.... Completely

MsHarte_Slythindork

Well i basically lost one of my bestfriends... oh and 10
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1004numbers

@MsHarte_Slythindork Oh My Birdz. Wow, Your really bummed out aren't you? How old are you?
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MsHarte_Slythindork

Recently I've been having nightmares and things happening in real life.... A few weeks ago... 2 of my friends and I fell out... And they ganged up on me... And then I keep having this nightmare where 2 ppl insult.me with the exact same words.... But every time its different ppl... But the fact that the one that hit me the hardest wasn't my best friends made me feel like a fake friend.... I always feel like I'm thirdwheeling. Mt bff since year 3 cuts.... She is depressed and bipolar... I'm all she has. I try to make sure she is always okay but sometimes I feel selfish if I talk about myself. Is this normal?
          

MsHarte_Slythindork

Pottermore Accounts
          No.1
          Wand: Phoenix, 13", Unbending, Ebony
          House: Slytherin
          I House: Horned Serpent
          Patronus:Stag
          
          No.2
          Wand: Phoenix, 14", bendy-ish, Hawthorn
          House: Slytherin
          I House: Thunderbird
          Patronus: Wolf
          
          No.3
          Wand: Phoenix, 13", Quite Bendy, Cedar
          House: Gryffindor (I guess I do live up to my name, ⅔ Slytherin ⅓ Gryffindor)
          I House: Horned Serpent
          Patronus: Dragonfly
          
          Anyway, I still should a kept my other 2 account... But... O well