MZcollieboi5bsfs

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Schools done finally!! I was so fucking over 7th grade already 

AJ11DINOkid

@MZcollieboi5bsfs TAKE ME WITH YOU I'M STILL TRAPPED IN 7TH FOR A WEEK
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MZcollieboi5bsfs

@Javathewolf Everything started crumbling in 6th and just fell apart in 7th, but anyways we’re the same age it’s just our birth years are one over from each other.
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Javathewolf

@MZcollieboi5bsfs wait what? I’m a year older than you? But honestly yeah I feel like grade seven sucks for most people you just got it a lot worse than a few people but at least your still standing!
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MZcollieboi5bsfs

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Schools done finally!! I was so fucking over 7th grade already 

AJ11DINOkid

@MZcollieboi5bsfs TAKE ME WITH YOU I'M STILL TRAPPED IN 7TH FOR A WEEK
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MZcollieboi5bsfs

@Javathewolf Everything started crumbling in 6th and just fell apart in 7th, but anyways we’re the same age it’s just our birth years are one over from each other.
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Javathewolf

@MZcollieboi5bsfs wait what? I’m a year older than you? But honestly yeah I feel like grade seven sucks for most people you just got it a lot worse than a few people but at least your still standing!
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MZcollieboi5bsfs

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Wanting to have time to cry during school is such a hard fucking thing to do, FOR NO REASON

Historymaster10

@MZcollieboi5bsfs I’m really sorry this is something you’re going through atm. Trust me I learnt a long time ago the world isn’t fair and people are in for they own self reasons rather then others. But I don’t think, I know things look brighter down the road. It may look bumpy now but the summit is always within reach. Everyone is different and we all have our own problems at whatever age. All that everyone needs is time and some need it more than others which is perfectly fine. Thank You for being open about your issues with this community. We are all here for you. You are treasured by many in this community and don’t forget that. :)
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MZcollieboi5bsfs

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I’m losing myself, my sanity, love for myself, no one likes me and they make it known. Where did I go wrong after 5th grade. I’m barely 13 and life sucks, It FUCKING HURTS, I want to break down and cry but I can’t. I’m too all over the place, I need self control, I want to change my life, I started 7th grade happy, life was moderate, now im ending it, alone, horrible mental state, knowing I bother those around me. It’s all just a big masquerade, my life. I struggle with self control and faith, im sure all the jokes said about me aren’t jokes but just a toned downed way of people say how they feel about me. I want to change my life.

AJ11DINOkid

@MZcollieboi5bsfs SAME. I started this school year like I ended the last. Happy. Now everyone calls me emo. AND I'M NOT. And I want to kill myself every time I walk into the building.
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Javathewolf

@MZcollieboi5bsfs true, true, another reason to take rage out on the characters in our fics because we can’t have criminal records and it makes us the better person
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MZcollieboi5bsfs

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@Javathewolf Oooohh as much as I want to I cannot, I’m pissed, but we gotta learn to not go to the limits like they did, so we can be better than them. Sadistic people are no joke. Let them talk shit about us behind our backs, they are behind us for a reason.
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MZcollieboi5bsfs

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I’m contemplating my life and how shitty it is having no friends to laugh with and to deal with my bullshit

Javathewolf

@MZcollieboi5bsfs Damn, sorry, didn’t mean to remind you of that but thanks for opening up about that, if you ever need someone to talk to or just need someone to listen I’m here for you
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MZcollieboi5bsfs

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@Javathewolf No, because I know everyone there and everyone knows me, they how I am. And don’t want nothing to do with me. The 6th graders are weird and 8th graders are rude as hell. I have no one to go too, the only people left are kids who look like they are on suicide watch 24/7 and kids who still haven’t matured and left the childish shit in the past.
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Javathewolf

@MZcollieboi5bsfs is there anyone that you know that you could hang with for a little while at lunch? If not find a really unpopular kid (I’m talkin no friends) and become their friend. Those people can actually be pretty cool if you give them a chance, see it as a fresh start. Just talk to them, become their partner in gym or just a simple conversation over school work or something. Just give it a try, maybe you’ll find someone that’s pretty cool!
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