LJMaki

just back to announce whats the second profile you can find me at on watty: @xXHAYHXx

LJMaki

I...this is hard af to say...
          
          I've decided...
          
          I'm leaving this acc...for good.
          
          *sigh* this is harder than i thought.
          
          here goes:
          
          i already explained why i started considering leaving this account in a previous post, this is merely a follow-up.
          
          i am leaving this account, won't be active here anymore, for all of the reasons i've already discussed.
          
          i'm grateful for everything me and this account have been through together, and i'm happy with how i'm leaving it behind.
          
          the account will still exist on wattpad, all of the stories will stay on this account, and everything will be as open as it was until now, no worries about that.
          
          i just feel like i've outgrown this place. i've moved on to writing original books and i feel like i can't post original work here, because in my head, i feel branded as just a fanfic writer and i feel that that confines me in such a way that i cannot post original works here.
          
          so i'm moving on. to my second account, turning it into my main one, where you could find me as a totally different author. 
          
          i will occassionally still log in here, but really, i'll be gone from here for the most part. 
          
          this is really hard because i've grown attached to this account, it's been with me 2+ years, but i suppose all good things must come to an end.
          
          i promised i would update everyone here about my second account, when i feel ready to offer some good stories for you guys to read, and i will, i will tell you guys where you can find me, but until then, i'll be a ghost for a little while.
          
          i made great friends here and i am grateful for everything i have, and i hope to continue my journey on Wattpad for a long, long time still.
          
          I love you all so much,
          
          Goodbye
          
          -Maki, signing out, a final time.....

hyeonsbakery

@LJMaki I'm so late- I'll miss you!
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pansy1

@LJMaki enjoy the new start!! When you are ready please tell me your new account because i would love to check out your new stories. 
            All the best!
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LJMaki

got one more thing to offer about article 13 yall! 
          
          the link from the chapter: https://juliareda.eu/2019/02/eu-copyright-final-text/

LJMaki

@SomethingLikeAGreen not neccessarily, the decision is still not made 
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e5thrr

 Kk thanx 
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LJMaki

bad news
          
          i may be leaving this account permanently.
          
          here's why:
          
          ever since i started the PYC campaign, i got a massive flood in of followers, launching me into 900+ followers in a matter of days of the campaign being active.
          
          and it made me feel guilty.
          
          why?
          
          because i did not deserve those followers, not rlly. watty is for stories and story telling, and my stories didn't gain me so much following. of course i'm extremely grateful, but ive felt like i didn't truly deserve them properly. i feel like they only clicked follow because we shared a common goal-stop A13, which is a really nice thing to do for me, i appreciate every follow, but since it wasnt my stories that brought them on, i feel like a scammer.
          
          like i cheated the system and that i realistically dont have half of what my number is now. it made me feel so guilty and uncomfortable every time i logged in watty, so to give myself some peace of mind, i made myself a new account, which would slowly gain followers fair and square, based on work displayed there.
          
          i've kept it a secret and won't advertise it yet, until i have some stories up to offer, and i decided not to advertise it because the same thing would happen. People from here would go follow me there, racking up numbers i dont deserve.
          
          i cant seem to live down that guilt, and ive avoided logging in here cuz i knew what awaited, but i realised all those who support me deserve to know why im essentially a ghost now.
          
          the guilt's been eating me alive, and that is the reason i may end up permanently abandoning this account. im truly sorry, i really am.
          
          It isnt easy for me to dump this acc cuz i got some really good, supportive people and this acc has been with me for over 2 years, and i truly care, yknow?
          
          thank you all for amazing 2+ years, i love yall so much! your support meant, and always will mean, the world to me!
          
          -LJ (Lesbian Jazz) Maki, 
          signing out (possibly for good)

littleLion4321

@LJMaki Fighting for your rights is also telling a story, writing is only one of the ways of telling a story and what you did for the community deserves all recognition 
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Pearlisdumb

@LJMaki oh plz don't go! Thease people followed you because they support you! I've even read some of your stories. If it's all to much for you I get taking a break but don't leave forever please.
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Queer_illusion

@LJMaki I'm sad you're leaving but I understand. Just know that I followed you because I loved your drarry stories, but I did support your A13 campain too.
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LJMaki

something different for a change, hope yall enjoy!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/184764039

LJMaki

this message may be offensive
IM BACK AMONGST THE LIVING! My phone had to be repaired cuz my clumsy ass dropped it on cement. (*_*). Ah well, at least all is well now. 
          
          *reads the two messages on my message board*
          
          never-fucking-mind. 
          
          (x-x)

LJMaki

thanks folk..its good to be back, well at least we go down as warriors
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pansy1

@LJMaki i know. You tried so hard to help. Thank you for helping us try prevent it. We are all thankful. 
            It's great you are back
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cowgirlzeddison

@LJMaki WAIT IT PASSED!? D': but still glad you're back
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