Kisses_And_Cuddles_

New song, Love Of Suicide, check it out. https://www.wattpad.com/story/108310175

New song "finding myself"

I'm (not)  okay. I promise 

I never knew that this one blade could turn into more and mess up my life. 

Updated reading list, go check it out

you never expected this, all of you were wrong when you thought i was fine. You all you fakes and liars tore me apart! Not all of you, i have friends that do care about me but the people who left me, broke me, never really cared, only pretended, you tried to break me on every step I took. And those few fragments of me will never get fixed and put back together. To me you all look the same. You people never really cared, u just said things like 'I care, ill never turn out to be fake' you fucking lied! You will never care how much u people hurt, you dont care how much any of you meant to me! Now i just wanna look at you and laugh, laugh cause how fake you are! Laugh at your pointless lies! Boyfriends and girlfriends say they "love" me, but really they are just words that they never meant.
          So you people. You meant a lot to me, but now i hate you, but i still care. I dont know how to explain that, but i hate you and i still care, i dont know why  care if you never cared. I bet it would be the perfect cinema for u to watch my last breathe.
           El Hatwell, i dont want you to read this yet but your amazing, your beautiful,smart and loved by everyone, i am so glad i met you recently :) I love your hugs, i feel like your the one who cares, and you do cause u showed me. Without you i probably would of given up now, thank you for sticking with me through all this time, respecting my decisions and ALWAYS listening to my rants, problems and helping me through EVERYTHING. You give great advice always even if i don't make sense. Thankyou for letting me be myself around you, you let me hug you whenever you want and you dont say anything, you just hug back and thats the best thing i like about you xD also i love you Breeya, Emma, Poppy, Lizzy and Isabelle for ALWAYS being with me no matter what i do, and ive been doing stupid things lately.... and u guys know about thoes things, and your helping me to go through those things that ive been doing .. :)

damn are you a 5sos fan? sorry just came across your account and saw about the good girls thing 

Lost me ages ago

Lol lmao I'm dead 

I'm not a needie, I don't need anyone to make me happy cause I'm better alone than with someone cause they will just hurt u instead of fixing up, so fuck u all