loving you was all i was trying to doo . as the days come and goo - i sit here wondering and thinking what your doing if your ok . watching you walk away was the hardest thing for a guy to handle . watching the side door slam as u walked out ... dident you know... all i was trying to do was loving you.., you hit me with shame you hit me hard , i feel down and got back right up . you took a look at me before any of this happend.. and i remember the first thing you ever told me .. i will always love you . i looked at you... you left me there standing in tears...and you say you love me...you lost everything in me . i have nothing left but this shame i have . i should of never looked at you and told you i loved you... because your truly dont. a women gives her trust to someone..a man takes deep pride in that . you just ripped out my heart... at that moment .. and walked on it . like a stair case . why did you leave me... can you here me ? im calling for you...to come back. and tell me ... you dont love me .( then i will know your gone for good) . i fell so many times its predictable that looking at me you can tell i got heartbroken. im propley not the only one in world that has . but what you dident understand... is when you left.... you took my heart with you . and all i had to me ... was the puddle of tears beneath me .-
