Jaele4eva

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Holly shit when did i reach past 100 followers!!? Jesus what?

Jaele4eva

I'm gone.   
          I'm tired. 
          I'm upset. 
          
          I want to scream. 
          I want to cry. 
          I want to slam my head against the wall.
          I want to leave my house and never come back. 
          I want to go far far away from here. 
          
          I dream. 
          I wish. 
          I imagine. 
          
          I'm laughing from pure joy. 
          I'm eating my favorite food. 
          I'm running around with my friends and being goofy. 
          I'm having fun. 
          I'm happy. 
          
          I wake up. 
          I open my eyes. 
          I come back to reality. 
          
          I'm going to scream. 
          I'm going to break down. 
          I'm going to hurt.
          I'm going to drive myself insane if I keep in what I'm going through in any longer. 
          
          I try. 
          I fail. 
          I am not enough. 
          
          I want to scream. 
          I want to cry. 
          I want to slam my head against the wall.
          I want to leave my house and never come back. 
          I want to go far far away from here. 
          
          I'm gone. 
          
          
          
          
          
          I know that nobody pays attention to what I write anymore but idrc because honestly I'm going through something right now and I just really needed to write this. .. Thanks. 

Jaele4eva

so ik ppl don't rlly read my announcements or anything which is why I don't really say anything anymore but I just wanted to let you guys know that my new book talk is coming out at 12:00 am  (my time) so look out plss! <3

Jaele4eva

the young boy is awaken by the sound of his own stomach growling for he hasn't eaten in a while he looks over to see his mum and two sisters cuddled together with him in the middle of their embrace. He sits up and looks around the too familiar shed they live in, he unwraps his mothers arm from around him and takes a minute to examine how pretty she looks. His stomach growls again and this go round he gets a cramp, he gets up fully and sneaks out the shed walking down the street with nothing on but a pair of dirty baggy jeans, he wasn't much of a complainer. His nose leads him to a donut shop around the block. There are two officers outside of the place with some coffee. He passes them rubbing the sleep out of his eye and pretends to ignore the stop of their conversation and the stare that follows him. He walks inside and pretends to ignore that they go in right after him. He looks around to see if anyone was going to stop him from what he is about to do, when it seems as no one will he moves the stool that stands in the way of his treats and grabs 4 doughnuts. One for him, his mum, and his too sisters. As he gets back down he starts to head out the back door ignoring the commotion he has now caused. He sits out on the back steps and starts to eat his doughnut when two shadows move in front of him. The officers. 
          "Hey kid, ya know that junk costs money don't cha?" one of the officers speak.
          They boy looks him in the eye and simply gets up and walks away. He starts to head to his house only to hear 2 steps of heavy footsteps following. He turns and looks then heads in the other direction. He walks them in a complete circle about 3 times then turns back to see if they are still there. They are.

favzyfae

But he might have talked to her in private

OmotolaAledare

@favzyfae are you a Nigerian?
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favzyfae

@OmotolaAledare his yoruba babe sef
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Jaele4eva

OK y’all I know that I’ve been MIA for quite some time but can we take a moment and realize that Jace Lee Norman didn’t post anything about Riele at all on her birthday like what happened?! just saying‍♀️☕️

Kutakeys

@Jaele4eva true but as you girls said who knows. He might have done it privately for what ever reason it may be. But is he trying to kill or Jaele Spirits? Boy is he in for a surprise. 
            Plus we know the eyes dont lie right?
            Lets just watch it play out
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rayharant

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@Jaele4eva maybe he don't people to thinks like riele but we can see it in his eyes and also their is no way that is riele birthday and  to think that jace did not said anything am sure he have talk to her in private or same thing like that je have known her for 5 or 4 fucking years 
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Jaele4eva

Okay guys so it's about that time that I updated my story but when I say that I literally have nothing written down I have nothing so I don't know I would just like for you guys to like reason with me like I don't know I have writers block like I shouldn't have the amount of writers block that I have because I literary plan out my chapters I just have like no inspiration right now so please again like reason with me because I don't even know what I'm going through right now like I just am not in the mood and I would love if you guys were understanding and you know just give me some time and I promise you by next week I will get my schedule up and running ready and...yeah that's it for now 
          
          I love you guys so much
          ~Jaele4eva❤