HiraiMxmo

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Just decided to see how shit was going

HiraiMxmo

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I think @c0nv1ct10n is gonna become my new main account
          
          
          I'm starting to fall out of K-pop, I still love the music, it's just I'm not streaming it 25/8 and actually listening to other music. It saddens me because at my darkest point in life, BTS, GOT7 NCT(And all them subunits lmfao), The Rose, TXT, Twice,Blackpink, Mamamoo, Red Velvet, SNSD, etc I had used their music to help me. To sort of make me a better person, and it did work very well majority of a time. But I guess you could say it because an addiction. I felt like I HAD to listen to them, and that's exactly what I did. When I had to do school I secretly googled them, listening to their music as I tried to get caught up on everything( This caused me to get in trouble and lose youtube privileges.) And I kept going until I couldn't anymore. It was sort of like I had owed them my time, money, and attention, becausethey saved my life, to be honest it still feels like that, but now I really don't listen to them anymore. I still love all of them, just it doesn't interest me anymore, ya know? Its fucked up, and I'm pretty sure someones gonna get pissed off at this. But it's just not it for me anymore. I'll finish the books I have in my drafts, then I'm gonna write other types of books.

HiraiMxmo

@-kookonuthead (plus bae I'm loving your icon hanemiya lookin lost lol)
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HiraiMxmo

I have been streaming anime tho ngl, I hot back into it earlier this year n damn- 
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HiraiMxmo

@-kookonuthead the exact same situation for me, which I sort of why I created my new account, a fresh start. I don't wanna get rid of this acc because my best memories are on this dear account, but I really fucks me up that I feel like I owe bts and I don't know how I'll ever repay them :(
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