HelenaGoodnight

I'm done with this. I will never write on this account ever. So long and goodnight

HelenaGoodnight

You obviously don't like me so I may be abandoning this account. I had no one reading my stories when all of them were published, no one would comment ever and I never received any votes except one. I thought people would like me but I was horribly wrong. I shall finish off one last story before I leave. So long and goodnight.

HelenaGoodnight

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Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
          I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
          For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
          Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
          
          I'm not okay
          I'm not okay
          I'm not okay
          You wear me out
          
          What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
          (I'm not okay)
          I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
          (I'm not okay)
          To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
          I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
          
          I'm not okay
          I'm not okay
          I'm not okay
          You wear me out
          
          Forget about the dirty looks
          The photographs your boyfriend took
          You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
          
          I'm okay
          I'm okay!
          I'm okay, now
          (I'm okay, now)
          
          But you really need to listen to me
          Because I'm telling you the truth
          I mean this, I'm okay!
          (Trust Me)
          
          I'm not okay
          I'm not okay
          Well, I'm not okay
          I'm not o-fucking-kay
          I'm not okay
          I'm not okay
          (Okay)