Fanfic1318

i hope you’re doing alright :]

Hello. I don't know how to start this. I've been putting it off for far too long and I'm doing this impulsively while I have the confidence to. I've been trying and trying but for a long time now, I've found myself incapable of writing fanfiction. It's because of a couple of things, 1) My anxiety over publishing things for strangers to see and 2) A dumb little anxiety about characters themselves.  I'm getting a bit less anxious about the first reason but the second one keeps sticking with me. I didn't want to say anything for a long time because I didn't want to disappoint anyone and I kept telling myself "You like doing this. You're just going through a rough patch. Just give it some time." I've given it time and I've thought about this for a while. I just don't think I can write the way I did for my first book anymore.  I made this account and wrote my first book when I was young. I didn't understand a lot back then and I didn't pick apart my writing the way I do now when I try to write fanfiction. I don't think I'll be writing here very much anymore. I won't delete my book because I know a lot of people like it. I'm still getting comments and votes(which is very kind, thank you all) but I probably won't be very active. Things may change, like my profile picture and background picture and if I feel up to it, maybe I'll post an "original" (quotations because it may not be original and I just don't know it)work here now and then for feedback and to give people something to read. Reading and writing to create new worlds to runaway to is how I cope with things and I know there are others like me out there. I won't make any promises, of course, but I do love seeing people enjoy my work. I'm very sorry for putting this off for so long and I'm sorry to those I'll be disappointing, however, my mental health should be more important to me. I hope you all understand. Have a good day/night.

I’m here. I’m alive. I’m not dead. I’m still fighting. I’m trying my best. I’m not dying anytime soon. I’m not intentionally meeting death anytime soon. Please don’t worry about me. I am getting worse but I’ll make it. I’m fighting and I’m not going to stop fighting even if I really want to sometimes. I’ve received so many kind messages and they mean so much to me so thank you all so much. I’ve saved up about half of the first payment for a possible service dog for me. I’ll show you guys him if he works out but we won’t know for a little while yet. I think that’s all for now so have a good day/night! :)

Hello
          I love you and your stories. I wish you feel better, and don’t let us and ur stories distract you from school (if you want). I am not going to beg for you to update, but again, I love you book. 
          
          Don’t let death get you because you are not the one who’s going to lose

Hello again I hope you remember me it’s been a awhile well more than awhile but I do hope you’re having a great day today and feeling well Than I am but just checking up on ya and I notice you made a new chapter in kaneki Yandere I really like it I hope you keep writing more I really love it anyways I gotta go have great day and it’s nice chatting with ya again :) bye.

Hello it’s me again it’s kinda been a while but I’m just here checking up on you and I know it’s a little weird and uncomfortable for you maybe but hope you’re doing fine an good anyways I gotta go bye:)

Hello I hope you’re remember me and I hope you’re having a great time but I’m just  wanted to check on you see if you’re fine an all sorry if I picked a wrong time or not but anyways I’m here for ya if you want to chat and all feel free I have to go now bye 

Thanks for following me! Do consider supporting my Patreon page too for more of my works if you can! ^-^
          patreon.com/XxNekocoxX 

Please update yandere Kaneki x male reader!