❣Elisa❣

I am alive!!! Sorry for the long wait but I promise it's worht it, I have like 18 oneshots planned and I think that I will write next month❤️❤️❤️

Lol Sorry I said that I could write but my school had other plans, I have soo much homework that for this 4 days I will only do my homework. I have 3 assignments, 2 big tests that I need to learn for 9 hours and then another that will need for me to learn for 11 hours...fuck my life...but anyways also the big assignments are just long to do, it's not at all hard but it's soo long brother i fucking hate being a student in France, fuck this country education.

Please, I swear i am alive. I am not posting because i was working this holidays and i also had a musical internship, imagine that i wake up at 8 a.m and the internship finish at 18h30 and i come back at home at 19h 15. Plus i need to exercice because the songs are hard so have mercy on me.
          
          If I don't write that my fanfictions are discontinue it's means i just really don't have the time.
          
          
          Lol also the curse of being a fanfiction writer hit me again. Guess what? I found out that my two parents met when they were both in the same cult and I realize that i was raised with the same principles as the cult…So…it kinda shock me and for 2 weeks i didn't write anything lol. Anyways if someone was curious about my lore look at this one!!...It's nice you are learning this information at the saem time as me.
          
          Ps: also i don't know when i could update because I need to do some assignments again for my school
          

Nah bruh, can't believe life jyst said to me "oh you are complain because of two big tests ? What aren't you happy that you need to learn 15 pages for the 2 tests ? Well now you have 6 or 5 tests this week!" ...so yeah, i have to learn 9 double-sided sheets for a history test then i have a maths test, it's okay because i am good in maths but after i have on wednesday a Physics and chemistry test...after on thursday i have a french test and after all that i have another long test in science and i need to know all vocabulary and everything on the 9 double-sided sheets....
          
          But now i understand how my karma works so i will say..."Oh i am soo excited! I love all thsi work! it's such a motivation to live! Wow such a easy week! can't understand how some people can hate school! it's the best thing, trust me!"

Do you promote your books on Neobook ?

Guess who have 3h30 of exam tomorrow? It's me. I am the victime of the government (i am not alright)

Bruh, I wanted to continue writing the chapiter 1 of the fanfiction Death Thoughts but God had decided that i will have my period right now. And for people who don't know I am in great pain when i am on my period, i feel like there is acid in my stomach when i lay down and every time i walf i feel like Jeffery Dahmer stabs me.

    Dude, I have a profil drawing of Raiden Shogun and I still didn't publish any work related to Genshin or Ei but guess what? In my drafts i have 3 stories related to Raiden Ei and 10 fanfiction related to Genshin that they aren't ready to see the light of the day lol.
          
           (because i am focus with other fanfiction like the oneshots with BSD and now I also started finally to publish a BSD fanfiction. Also i have 3 oneshots written for Creepypasta with Reader that maybe will be published in 3 months. Also i feel inspired to write or at least plan the plotline for a Hazbon Hotel × Evil!Demon!Reader.

As someone that i try to write about all the characters...the hardest for me to even imagine a scenario is with Akutagawa Ryūnosuke...like i thought the hardest could be Ranpo or Fyodor or even Oda but Akutagawa is tge hardest to write...It's such a pain, now i literally just read about analyze about him and other fanfiction solely to understand better the character because the fandom creats an imagine of him of "i want Dazai approval".
          
           Sure, it's a big thing to his character but we can't forgot that he pitied Atsushi and encourage him, even knowledge his hard past! He LOVES his sister (just read BEAST and you will see) also he can be a dumbass when Dazai is involved lol...truly he is complicated to write...but i see that it could be also fun to imagine scenarios with this man!

I am working. Really, right now i work and planned for real fanfiction to publish but also i will try to publish them almost at the same time on Wattpad, Quotev and AO3.
          
          Sounds like hell but i think i can manege (no i cannot)
          Anyways school is tough, I need to prefare for like 5 tests and i don't understand shit in ph-ch  and science is hard as fuck, i gave my soul to it and i just had a 15,5/20  but it's not even the worst!! I put tears in the test of Physic-Chimie and i got a 7,5/20 and 6,5/10.....aaaaaah.
          
          
          I am not alright lol, well it was more a shitpost then anything. Lol (send help)