Kale

Hey Kale...
          I think about how much my life has changed since you died and since the accident..I go into surgery again in a few weeks and I thought about you..

Going on 5 years and I still miss you

I remember you still. I still can't face the fact that you're gone. I miss you.

Why does it still hurt?

I still miss you. Hard to believe it's been this long..

I miss you.

....long time since i've said anythin here...i miss you.

Miss you <3

Me:  Hi! *waves* Thanks for 
          Louis: being fabuLOUIS and fanning.
          Harry: Boobear, it's extraordinHARRY!
          Liam: No it's BrilLIAM
          Niall: NO it's PhenomiNIALL
          Zayn: Lads, we all noe it's AmaZAYN!
          Me: Anyways, feel free to pm or chat to me
          Louis: Or me
          Liam: or me
          Zayn: or me
          Niall: or me
          Harry: or me!
          Me: Whenever! Guys seriously cut it out!! Anyways, thanks for fanning :D x  

Kale...it's been three months since you passed and it's be extremely hard, but you shouldn't have to worry about that. I could sit here and tell you about everything I have been through since the day you left but there are so many other people who are already doing that. I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I am really, truly happy that you are no longer suffering anymore. I know you didn't want to go in the way you did, but none of us could have controlled that. I'm happy that you aren't here suffering but I hate that you aren't here, but I am more happy with the fact you don't have to be here taking one for the team. Even though you felt you shouldn't be loved, you were and still are. I love you so much it hurts! Yeah you didn't have the best life but you did so much with what you had. I just want you to know that. I know you will never read this but it helps to get everything out. I love you and hope that one day I can have you back. I love you!