Chiaki Nanameme

My name is secret, but you can call me Lavender. That name was given to me by a really good friend of mine. Or even Chiaki or Napstablook.
I am 17 years old and am ready to die (': .
I am a tomboy, emo, gaming otaku that loves music, singing drawing and gaming.
I want to learn how to play electric guitar, and hopefully will.
Some of the things I hate about myself are: my looks, my body, my depression, insomia and how annoying I am.
There's nothing that I like about myself, honestly.
I'm a girl, if you couldn't tell.