Charlotte Raleigh

I am Charlotte Raleigh.  The socially awkward, polytheist teenage girl, the main character of my series Charlie's Story.  I'm more of a nerd than geek, but I show characteristics of both.

What I'm up to:
-Writing Book Two of Charlie's Story
-Showing Early Symptoms of Writer's Block

My personality is legit: I will make choices that I will almost ALWAYS regret in the future.  I wish I could change, but that's just who I am and what I'm all about.

My all time favorite band is My Chemical Romance.  They helped me through a very deep depression, and they will always be a part of me.
I laughed when MCR were Killjoys.
I cried at Helena's funeral.
I joined The Black Parade.
I will Sing it for the world.
I will remember the Ghost Of You.
I will be with MCR until The End.
I will never let them take The Light Behind Your Eyes.

My stories center around either songs, my life, My Chemical Romance, gory happenings, or people who suffer with "disorders" (I hate the word but it's the only word to correctly classify them) like:
Depression
Anxiety
Paranoia
Self harm
Suicidal thoughts
Shyness (Being shy is not some petty thing, it is a terrible thing that takes away your ability to express how you truly feel.  It's not something to be taken lightly.  Shyness hurts, I learned this from experience.)
Etc.

I absolutely hate people who fake having these "disorders" or think that people like me CHOOSE to be like this.  But in reality, we don't.  It is not a choice given to us.  It is a terrible thing we are cursed to live with FOREVER.  There is no "cure" for these people.  Our "disorders" are part of us, no matter how hard we try.  If you don't like people like me, oh well because we will never go away.  Bad things happen to good people, forcing our "disorders" on us and in some tragic cases, insanity.

Sometimes I just want to lay down and sleep forever more, to end my suffering.  But we all have a place in the world and I have yet to find mine.  ~ C.R.