BJAYMY

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i wrote this two nights ago
          	right after i had collapsed on my bedroom floor
          	and i wondered why the fuck no one would hear me screaming
          	and i assumed i hadn't shouted and whined loud enough
          	—because as always and of course, it was all my fault.
          	i wrote it and immediately deleted it;
          	i just couldn't bear so much loneliness and painful waiting
          	but i don't even know what i was waiting for.
          	i guess i exploded and tried to reach for some help, 
          	though i received no response nor mere advice. 
          	i cried and begged for some attention
          	i even cut twice, as if that would attract those who were far away from me. 
          	but, who? my friends? my family? what would they have said? they ain't ready for this. 
          	i actually don't think anyone is fucking ready for this. for me. 
          	so while all these feelings ran through my heart, and my head was filled up with emptiness and sorrow... 
          	who or what was i expecting to be? 
          	i understood at that very moment, drowning in tears and blood from my broken veins, that i was entirely alone, doomed to an eternal state of insecurities
          	oh, i wished so hard someone would arrive and shot me... 
          	i would have been forever grateful. 
          	but only my fears had shown up to the party. 
          	i guess i just wasn't made for these times. 
          	
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albuskiii

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Ayram_09

Bueno, se que sonare como entrometidos y eso; pero amo tus historias y me encantaría si tuviesen más desarrollo sería bueno para las personas que tenemos poca creatividad. Pero son demasiado hermosas y me tocaron el corazón la verdad. Solo te diré "Amo tus escritos" Gracias.

AyanoMikusira

Me encanta como escribes,  leí cada una de tus historias y me impreciona mucho tu estilo de escritura,  expresa tantas emociones en pocas palabras que es único,  espero que en algún momento vuelvas a escribir otra historia,  esperare con ansias. 

BJAYMY

this message may be offensive
i wrote this two nights ago
          right after i had collapsed on my bedroom floor
          and i wondered why the fuck no one would hear me screaming
          and i assumed i hadn't shouted and whined loud enough
          —because as always and of course, it was all my fault.
          i wrote it and immediately deleted it;
          i just couldn't bear so much loneliness and painful waiting
          but i don't even know what i was waiting for.
          i guess i exploded and tried to reach for some help, 
          though i received no response nor mere advice. 
          i cried and begged for some attention
          i even cut twice, as if that would attract those who were far away from me. 
          but, who? my friends? my family? what would they have said? they ain't ready for this. 
          i actually don't think anyone is fucking ready for this. for me. 
          so while all these feelings ran through my heart, and my head was filled up with emptiness and sorrow... 
          who or what was i expecting to be? 
          i understood at that very moment, drowning in tears and blood from my broken veins, that i was entirely alone, doomed to an eternal state of insecurities
          oh, i wished so hard someone would arrive and shot me... 
          i would have been forever grateful. 
          but only my fears had shown up to the party. 
          i guess i just wasn't made for these times. 
          
          * * * * * * * * * * 

albuskiii

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dulcxt_wonyoung

Amo tus historias <3!!! La primera que leí fue "Niña, llámame Keith" Y me enamoré, te seguí enseguida sabiendo que tus otras historias también me enamorarían, eres tan poético ^^
          Te felicitó!! Porque eres genialmente increíble *·*
          Besos :3

dulcxt_wonyoung

@BJAYMY De nada :3 me alegra que te haga feliz ^^
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BJAYMY

@OniitaaKawaii13 ¡Muchísimas gracias! Me hace súper feliz que te gusten 
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xkeepersecretsx

Hey! Sólo quería decirte que me encantan tus historias, son tan dramáticas, que emocionan y enganchan, es algo positivo.
          Tienes muy buenas obras. n.n 

xkeepersecretsx

@ xkeepersecretsx  de nada ;) 
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BJAYMY

@xkeepersecretsx ¡Mil gracias! ^^
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