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hey, I just wanted to say sorry for all the stuff i put you all through really truly i am. I realize me and you werent old enough to date plus we werent mature, mostly me because of the choices i made, im sorry accept it or not your choice. 
          
          I been praying to god thanking him for everything he has done for us and mankind and raising jesus after his death, and i pray about helping me with myself and at the end other stuff. I been going to church been reading the bible i have read 203 pages so far im on page 204 No Lying For real im not joking im serious.
          
          i got in a new relationship 2-27-19 with a girl named taylor she had a disorder i love her no matter what for who she is and i promised god i will Not ruin or make the same mistakes i did to emily, i tell taylor about god and how much i've learned, i want there to be god in our relationship, i want this to work and this relationship is getting serious.
          
          and then my mother bf josh lately hit my mother, he took a comforter and tried to kill her she screamed but no one heard there was a party next door, she lives in a apt and she called the police, so i asked the pastor to put my mom on the prayer requests
          
          finally When i said i was sorry im not joking or saying it out of pity or to fool i say and i mean it.