ABHQ_118

Tbh folks this year I left the fandom and it’s made my life better. I feel healthy, happy and free. This fandom had a grip on my life and I let it weaken me mentally. I was tired. I was broken and angry nearly the entire time. Nothing but drama. At first it was fun but now the fandoms completely different and I never fit in. I was problematic and I hated people and people hated me. I still wanna write and follow through on the promises I made to you all. But I’m definitely gonna diversify my stories to include remakes of old Gorillaz and Aggretsuko stories I wrote back in 2018 and 2019. 
          	
          	I wanna thank everyone for their patience, and undying loyalty and understanding these past 3 years. Time flies and it didn’t even feel close to 3 years but hey. It wasn’t all bad. I met some of my closest friends and people I consider family. 
          	
          	Thank you all so much 

Joeycourtier

@ABHQ_118 wait what fandom? THE BLUEY FANDOM!?!
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JacklinkCA

@ABHQ_118 it was fun while it lasted and season 3 is almost over for bluey
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ABHQ_118

Tbh folks this year I left the fandom and it’s made my life better. I feel healthy, happy and free. This fandom had a grip on my life and I let it weaken me mentally. I was tired. I was broken and angry nearly the entire time. Nothing but drama. At first it was fun but now the fandoms completely different and I never fit in. I was problematic and I hated people and people hated me. I still wanna write and follow through on the promises I made to you all. But I’m definitely gonna diversify my stories to include remakes of old Gorillaz and Aggretsuko stories I wrote back in 2018 and 2019. 
          
          I wanna thank everyone for their patience, and undying loyalty and understanding these past 3 years. Time flies and it didn’t even feel close to 3 years but hey. It wasn’t all bad. I met some of my closest friends and people I consider family. 
          
          Thank you all so much 

Joeycourtier

@ABHQ_118 wait what fandom? THE BLUEY FANDOM!?!
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JacklinkCA

@ABHQ_118 it was fun while it lasted and season 3 is almost over for bluey
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x_montezuma_x

I know a lot of water has flowed since our last normal conversation, and even more has flowed since Sarah Heeler, but I want to say I'm sorry. But now I'm not apologizing like I did a year ago for my prank, but for wanting to annoy you. It was the desire to piss you off with their smut content that was the deciding factor in writing those cheesy smut stories. Now I'm starting to grow up and understand you. Perhaps Bluey fandom is a place where you creatively self-actualize, feel like yourself and just enjoy life. In fact, it is thanks to that drama that I still have the ground for growth. And yes, those smut stories are my most successful project at the moment, and I'm never ashamed of it. I'm ashamed of the fuel that made me write this. Now I want to say one thing: Good luck, health and inspiration to you in 2024. I hope that you won't have any more stories with angry youngsters like me in early 2022. To be honest, even though I'm ashamed of the mental fuel that energized me, it was the best time of my life, because at least I had the fuel for creativity and I had fun. But now I'm depressed, as soon as I see a low number of views on the story, I want to delete it, my self-esteem is low. I'll try to work on it. I don't want you to have to deal with this in your life. Happy 2024 and good luck to you, friend. May all your dreams come true, inspiration does not run out, and creative ideas are realized.    
          
          
          With deep brotherly love, Di Teufel.

x_montezuma_x

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@ABHQ_118 I came to social media because of Max. I liked his stories. In fact, when I came here, I created an image. Then the second one. And I'm a fan of Max. Then we signed up here, then switched to Discord. As a result, I fell in love. But it ended quickly. I was too immature then. But our pranks are different things. Although these pranks partially revealed themselves to me. I still face the consequences of that time. But I'm growing up and changing. And yes, I was a dumb teenager then, but it was fun. You helped me write my most popular work. My childish anger helped me. “thanks. Now I'm rethinking my life a lot. I think I will partially return by 2022. I was happy then. And I want to get those emotions back. And also the audacity. I could make people angry for the sake of attention. I have now started a new project with a new image, because Di Teufel died as a person. Just like everyone else. I've become different.  I've become smarter. Well, today I started writing a story on a new account. But the most important lesson, as for me, is to do what you want. And I think life is a choice. So I won't be embarrassed if I go back to smut fanfiction. I'll just write them. Perhaps I will return to provocations. But I'm going back to being happy like I was back then. But still, I've become smarter and I'm no longer the child I used to be. I'm in control of myself. It was hard to achieve, I was depressed for two years. I really wanted to kill myself. But that's in the past. And in many ways, thanks to you and my whole environment in general, I stopped being an animal in these two years.
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ABHQ_118

I understand man. It’s cool it’s been nearly 2 years now. My biggest question is what is your relationship with Max? How did you guys meet and when did the prank start? And do you two still talk?
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x_montezuma_x

looks like the Max' syndrom, lol
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ABHQ_118

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Should I actually write shit again?

jigsaw123456

@ABHQ_118 do whatever you feel comfortable doing 
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SansyWasTaken1

@ABHQ_118 Please write more cuddles in AB.
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ABHQ_118

If there’s any sexual messaging in your stories you don’t have the right to use any of my ideas or oc’s in even a separate story. Yes I’m that strict 

ABHQ_118

I got too curious when I first joined wattpad 
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Joeycourtier

@ABHQ_118 i'm concerned about where you got the idea of 'bee movie smut' from
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Blooditca545

@ABHQ_118 Did they get taken down?
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ABHQ_118

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**Extremely important writing announcement**  
          
          Reminder. I’m 100% ok with you using my oc’s and ideas in your stories. But remember 
          
          If you write smut or erotic stories you have 0 permission to use my oc’s or ideas I myself have given.
          
          I do not wanna associate with the ultra nsfw crowd. Rule 34 idc about at this point but I consider smut to be among some of the most disgusting shit. I’ve seen such horrid stories even involving the children characters in the Bluey community. Sick minds. If you wanna involve yourself in that crowd go ahead but don’t ever think you can use my characters in your stories if you do.
          
          My definition of smut is:
          
          -In depth, detailed, graphic sex scenes
          -In depth and detailed scenes of  underage or of age sexual harassment, assault, rape, etc
          -In depth detailed molestation scenes
          -Overall anything overly sexual and overly detailed.
          
          Thank you. Stay wholesome. Stay humble. Have a great day 
          
          (This does not apply to people who have written it in the past but have since deleted it and don’t brag about it. Or if it’s non Bluey and non 101 ds and is for simply memes. Like the meme story “Bee movie smut” cuz those are simply to be stupid on purpose and not serious and not written by zoos and pedos)
          
          -ABHQ

CollieIsNotMyDog

@ MZcollieBoi5bsfs  lemon is just an older term for smut
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MZcollieboi5bsfs

@ABHQ_118 opinions on lemons?
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