Lazari _24

I wanna cry rn because the guy i have been dating for a while hasnt been texting me back. And im very concerned if he tried to khs again

Ok so I was in my room on my school iPad listening to ranking all vocaloid  growls versions in ghost rule. And I wanted cut myself again after 2 days. Now my arm is a bleeding mess cuz of one cut that is very deep…. And I’m scared of telling my best friend on what happened cuz I promised him that I wouldn’t cut myself or else he would burn and/or cut himself.

It’s 3 am we’re I am and I feel so stupid-
          
          I was reading fanfics and I  was going to the next chapter of a kagehina angst fanfic and it said “thank you for supporting us”. And my sleep deprived ass read it as “Thank you for child support”.  I feel stupid asf 
          
           

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH ️‍ ❤️!!!!
           This is my first time celebrating pride month. And I’m excited.
          
          
          
          
          
          *rant*:
          Sorry that I haven’t been updating. Recently I learned my grandfather passed away. And it’s sad cause I’ve only met my grandmother and grandfather once in my life. And I didn’t expect it to be the first and last time. My family in my home country got tested positive for Covid which made my parents turn unhappy and miserable. 
          
          Sorry for the rant on the starting of the best month of the year 
          

I have major question. 
          
          Is reading x reader fluff stories the same as cheating on your boyfriend or is it just two different things ?

This is just a rant so you don’t have to read this: 
          
          Is it only me or is just that when ever it’s a special day/ important day for me, my parents don’t fuck two fucks. But for my siblings and other people they care about them. It’s like their well being is more important than their own child. It’s like my parents are one of the causes/reasons I tried to even commit suicide. 
          And the amazing thing is that my parents went through my discord server were I once ranted and write a suicide note their. And like they were fucking mad like it’s my fault I wanted to be like this. half of the time my parents are fucking strict. But the level anger they were in. I don’t even think I’ll feel great or feel like I’m ok.
          

Reasons I want to die right fuckin now. How worse can this miserable day get. My teacher thinks I cheated on a test which I didn’t. My mom tells me that I wasn’t in class for a whole month. And now I have too much responsibilities that on my shoulders. Th

Pastes this on ten nicest people’s profiles and if u got ten back , you’re special ✨❤️

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TODAY IS ERI’S BIRTHDAY. IMMA GET ALOT Of ERI MERCH TO SHOW HER SO MUCH LUV

So everyone so basically,
          We’re I live live almost like 3 houses away. In Richmond Hill, New York their has been a fire. And we’re the fire happened my cousins, and some of my friends live their. And most of these people were left homeless due to the fire. And most of them were families with children. So please tell this to anyone if you care. Like 226 firefighters were infront of the scene because of how big it was and 3-4 were injured. Now they have to spend their holidays under the Red Cross. The damage was unsettling. So please if you care please let anyone know