-stanleyuris

sorry i took so long but i’m back, pls read the new chapter and vote if u enjoy it!! thank you for 13k also, i really appreciate it x

-stanleyuris

first of all, thank you so much for 12k!!!
          
          i realise it’s been months since i updated and i’m very sorry to anyone who cares (i doubt many of you do that much but on the off chance someone has been waiting, i apologise)
          
          since ‘my story’ i doubt i’ll ever be as sad as i was then, so if that interests anyone, that poem is the peak of misery in my book
          
          i will update soon, i’ve been busy with a levels but since it’s christmas i’ll do my best
          
          thank you!!

-stanleyuris

so i’m still hurting over something that happened a couple months back
          
          it’s what my most recent poem - this one took me a while to write (oh, how you broke me) - was based on
          
          i recently found the poem i wrote when it first happened and the wound was fresh
          
          title is a work in progress but will probably be ‘what heartbreak is’ and that is a part 2 to the last poem
          
          debating whether i should leave the title at that or write ‘what heartbreak is (oh, how you broke me - part II) — lmk what you think 

-stanleyuris

i almost don’t know what to say. cameron boyce was a huge part of my life and he’s gone now. i will forever love and miss him, one of my biggest inspirations and someone who i really considered to be a big influence on me since the age of 8. i’ve had to be quite private about my feelings towards this because i tend to be quite guarded but i’ve never cried so hard in my life. i’ve idolised him and been a truthanator for almost 8 years. cameron - i love you and you were one of the kindest souls this earth has ever known. my heart is absolutely shredded from hearing this news and all i can say is that heaven gained another angel yesterday. my heart goes out to his family and friends, and to all the truthanators who are just as destroyed over his death. i love you baby. i will miss you forever and there will always be a hole in my heart for you. 

wolfiegers

@-stanleyuris may cameron rest in peace (╥_╥)
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-stanleyuris

to cameron - i really never expected this to happen or to be writing this so soon and when i found out this morning i thought it wasn’t real. i practically collapsed because i was so overwhelmed with pain over you being gone. i’m still processing the news and somehow still praying you’re still here even if i know you aren’t. i will never heal from this because i feel you were gone too soon and deserved so much more. i hope you rest in peace baby, i wish you could’ve had more time 
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wolfiegers

Hey there! ʕ•ﻌ•ʔ
          
          In case you forgot to remind yourself today..
          You're amazing. ✨
          Your smile lights up the room. ❤
          Your mind is insanely cool. ✨
          You're way more than enough. ❤
          And we're proud to know you!
          
          Sincerely, wolfiegers!

-stanleyuris

thank you so so much honestly this means sm to me xx ❤️❤️
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