Mourning Dove

Waking up and realizing... 
          
          I shouldn't have taken that last shot...

Fasting can cause heart palpitations...?
          
          My dumbss was like "THIS IS IT! THIS IS THE END!!!"... soooo I'mma eat a banana and drink some water... it's not overreacting it's called character development (idfk man...)

I ain't ever been into slasher films like, I love movies with background stuff. Like in Pearl the house looking nice on the outside but as you dig deeper it's horrifying and rotting, ya know? I like symbolic stuff and what not so Pearl was... AMAZINGGGGGGG I loved it so much after I first watched it. I watched the whole credits bc I wanted more lmao. And then after watching like an explained video about Pearl, I learned X is a continuation of Pearl... The way I wiggled with horror happiness. AND the actor who plays Pearl, plays Pearl AND a young girl so it's basically Pearl looking into the eyes of her younger self. The one who wanted to be a star before it all went to shit. Like eeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm so happy, I'm wiggling (it's a stim so fight me. I watched a comedian who was autistic and he was like "It's like golden retriever energy, sometimes he just too overwhelmed and he wiggles" and like damn. AJ Wilkerson if ya curious the Captain Autism full comedy special, it was great fr fr

I can't tell if I wanna BE Jesse Welles or if I wanna fuxk him. Gender envy? Yes. Yes very hard gender envy, I WANT THAT VOICE MY VOICE IS SO HIGH, I HATE PHONE CALLSSSS

An anime trailer playing, with a faceless multiple legged monster that is crawling towards a girl character:
          
          My honest reaction: "Yeah, but is he HOT?!?!?"

"Dedicated to the little child inside me, who I'm still learning to love."
          
          I am puking, vomiting, shitting and passing, I am HURT

Not me crying over technoblade, I have not watched 1 of his videos, but his community is just so full of love. And his poor dad, he was so young. Ugh. May his youtube videos keep him alive forever. Gone but damn he won't ever be forgotten, not even by someone who didn't really know of him.

I do a lil Dancy dance!!!

I always knew I loved Keryl the most for a reason. HINT: Always choose the werewolf. THE OTHER GUYS ARE GREAT TOO THOU.
          
          Mf who have seen the last chapter of the manga know what I mean

Watching lady bird for the first time and trying not to cry bc I could have had teenage love, but absolutely refused too. Sometimes ya just wish you were someone else ya know? Not have your sexuality and just to be able to be someone else? I wish I had the rushed heart of teenage love but also sometimes it looks like it sucks too. WHAT IF I GET CHEATED ON? I DONT WANNA CRY OVER SOMEONE but love can't exist without vulnerability and... idk I'd I can do that  nooo eeeeeee÷eee I don't wanna be that like esesew××wwwwww