"All my crushes have had something in common - They were confident. And all my reactions have been the same - Scared. I guess I can say I'm Scared of talking to boys. Like how some people are scared of heights and scared of spiders. I'm scared of most things, but the thought of talking or sitting with a boy is an idea that scares me the most. Searching and staring at cute boys on t.v. and the internet is completely different though. I'd do that anyday, all day. That's how I found myself liking crush number four. Michael Smith."