My last book, "Torn Apart", was supposed to be the book that I made progress. Instead, I brought myself down even more. I made no progress. I don't regret any of the decisions I've made. I don't feel guilty for anything that effected me. I'm proud. I've come a long way and this isn't over. THIS is where I make more progress and realize things I never knew before. This is the book that counts, the one that really matters. In this book, I will try to put in a diary. Along with things you need to know. I hope you enjoy this book more and I hope some of you are still here for the ride.