To whom it may concern. This journal is a record of my experience of something unnatural that became of me following after the death of my wife, Vivian. To those whom share my affliction, this journal may help you understand better what you are and hopefully how to undo what has been done to you. To those whom know of what this affliction is, hopefully this journal will help better protect from those whom have it. Lastly, to those whom know nothing, I hope it shall remain this way for you, as life is better for you believing this is not real than knowing it is. May God watch over you and keep you safe.