[DISCLAIMER] this story may contain heavy themes and was written when I was very young and did not understand just how triggering some things could be. it is also very poorly written so read at your own risk [first read 'The Geek I Feel In Love With' or there might be some confusion] You might have thought that my life had ended a while back but that wasn't exactly the case. Now the only thing that I have planned, was to protect Niall and lads from one of our worst enemies.