My chest feels tight.
I feel fidgety and anxious enough that I wanted to turn a blind eye to the problematic result I have made earlier.
I felt like crying...yet I know crying does not solve the problem so I moved on without looking back and learning.
Maybe that was why I easily cry when Im alone reading emotional stories. In the past I don't really feel emotional when reading one, where my chest feels tight and feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. And, a bit of liquid matter on my eyelids.
I layed down. It made me feel a little bit stable. Stable enough to pull myself together.
A sigh left me.
'It's okay'. I said to myself. But I know at the back of my head my mind is spinning in circle for I always let myself live in the moment of 'failure'. Im afraid of 'failure' not for myself but the impending 'disappointment' from my loved ones.
I feel unwell.
Maybe that's what.
.
.
...the bed is warm...comforting enough to feel alright.
I feel alright.
As long as I moved forward, so I thought of nothing for a moment...and cleared my head.
I want to eat, that's what I thought. I have not finished the food earlier since I felt like I was going to throw up if something goes down my throat.
It will be a waste if I ate it feeling like... (I don't want to curse).
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Sprouting Mushroom
RandomIn the middle of a journey where uncertainties lay, notable moments creates clarity that last for a long time.