Noah becks little sister🙄

Part 23

It's been 3months since me and Josh's started dating, me and jaden started filming our tv show, it was weird cause we had a few kissing scenes but we just let them pass and never spoke of them again, I was sitting in jadens room with josh and Bryce while jaden was telling them what the should do for a YouTube video, and I was just scrolling through tiktok until a video of a boy came into my screen and I froze, it was my ex, mark we dated for almost a year before he cheated on me with one of my old friends, he was showing videos of us kissing and pictures of us trying to get clout, I put my phone down and josh look up at me
Josh: Lola are you ok
Jaden: Lola?
Bryce: what's wrong
I was silent all the memories of what he did once I found out came back to me

~Flash back~

Me and mark where sitting in his living room and all that was going through my head was how he was going behind my back sleeping with my friend, a tear rolled down my eye and I tried to wipe it away before mark seen but I was to late

Mark: Lola you ok?
Lola: I-
Mark: babe
Lola: I know...about you and Chloe
Mark: I'm lost
Lola: I seen you two
Mark: doing what
Lola: mark! Stop being stupid I seen you fucking her in the school changing rooms!

His face changed there was a mad expression on his face one I have never seen, I was scared, I stood up and he done the same and came closer to me, I backed away but my back his the wall

Mark: I didn't fuck her!
Lola: yes you did!
Mark: Lola I swear to god if you don't shut the fuck up
Lola: WHY,why did you fuck her, am I not good enough for you or something

Mark got more mad than he was and grabbed neck and banged my head of the wall several times and I fell to the ground crying

Mark: Say it again what was I doing with Chloe
Lola: nothing
Mark: good, now get up

I slowly stood up and he grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs to his room and lay me on his bed and pulled my joggers down, u tried to fight back but I was to weak my head was pounding and he was stronger than me,
He pulled his pants down and took his boxers off, he removed my pants and pushed into me, he wouldn't stop, I was crying in pain and he didn't care he laughed, he watched me cry and laughed, he flipped me over and I tried to run but he grabbed me and pushed me onto the bed and grabbed rope from his closet and tied me up to I was on my knees and he went in from the back of me, I tried screaming but no one was in his house, he finished and left me lying on his bed hopeless and locked his door, he was going to chloes, was the last thing he said leaving me alone

After about 40mins of lying in disgust I got up and put on my clothes, his bed room door was locked, I slid down the door trying to stay calm then ran over to his window and thankfully it opened, I jumped out and ran to Payton's, I arrived and he opened the door after me banging on it,

Payton: Lola are you ok,
Lola: he-he raped m-me
Payton: WHAT

I told Payton everything he held me in his arms while I cried and told me everything was going to be ok, I never seen him again, my mum told me she didn't want me a week later and that I was going to live with my brother

I was shaken out of my thoughts to josh screaming my name, I Blacked out, I slowly opens my eyes and he hugged me and I hugged him back
Jaden: don't ever do that to us again
Lola; I'm sorry
I hugged the boys and they kept asking what was wrong, I didn't tell them I was ashamed, I need to see Payton,
Lola: I need Payton
Bryce: payton?
Lola: yeah, I need to talk to him
Josh: I'll phone him
I smiled and walked out the room and went to bed crying, if I weren't for Payton I would have went back to mark and I would probably still have been with him