Im starting to think I just cant be loved
Its just a feeling i dont know of
You cant love somebody if you dont love yourself
But its all i want, I dont need anything else
Its something i want, something i beg for
Its something that Ive never experienced before
Because with love comes hate, and Im already so broken
Im quiet, Im shy, so very soft spoken
But once you open me up, youll find a pearl inside
But i cant let you, because I deserve to cry
I indirectly took that life
There had to have been something i couldve done
But Evil's antics have always won
I just cant let you love me
It just cannot be
No matter how often i seem like Prince Charming
I can be the only one who knows the curse i bear
Otherwise your heart I will tear
I cant do that to you, I already bear the world on my shoulders
More guilt will make me stumble falter
So as perfect as i seem, as well as i romanticize
As often you fantansize
It just cannot be
Im the only one that means its not you, its me
Im just too fucked up to love
Even though its all i dream of
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