Watch My Shoes (Before There's Footsteps Left Behind)

Watch My Shoes - Part 6

AHJANAE:

 There's some things in life that you don't intentionally do, but somehow, someway, you end up doin it. I'm pretty sure anybody who really knows me, knows that I didn't just do somethin wit Tone because I actually wanted to. I'm not that type of girl. But it's fucked up cause don't nobody care if you felt like shit afterwards, they just judge you because of it. So now, me not knowing who Tone gone tell this to, I honestly feel like I just created one of the worst female titles for myself. It may not seem as big of a deal to some people, but to me; It is.

 I sat on my front door steps, thinking. About what? Well, you know- Everything. Cause when you have time to think, you do. Eventually, Chris entered my thoughts. So I smile; because I still feel like Me and him gone go all out. Cause he's just that type of somebody, and i'm that girl that gets to have him. It wasn't til around 4:40pm when I went inside.

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There was a knock on my bedroom door. A familiar knock. I really don't feel like dealing with him right now, Real rap.

 A second knock. No answer.

 If he don't get it by now....

 Third knock.

 Goshh, what do he want?? That shit can wait, Damn!

 "WHAT, Jaquil?!" i retorted.

 "Jaquil?? I ain't Jaquil, Yo." a different Male voice said. He sounded younger than my age, not too much younger thoe.

 "Wait,-Who that?" i asked, confused.

 "J'ron. This Quil' lil brother. You that girl, uh-Janae?" he asked.

 "It's Ahjanae."

 "Oh, ard. So you gone open this door, or what? I wanna see what my brovah new girl look like..."

 I rolled my eyes and shook my head, getting up to open the door.

 A boy who looked to be younger and shorter version of Jaquil stood in front of me, lay on a bean. He eyed me up and down, like every other boy that meets my presence, and smiled.

 "Mann, If I wasn't a Youngbull..." he said. I smiled.

 "You would do what?"

 "I'm pretty sure you know," he said, grinnin.

 "Ooop, You need ta stop fa real. Where ya brovah at?"

 "Outside, on the steps chillin. Why? You want him up here or somethin? If ya'll need the whole second floor to ya'll selves, we can work this shit out, No dud." he said.

 "I don't go wit Quil, J'ron."

 "Why, you don't like him?"

 "Naw, I don't ."

 He gave me a second staredown.

 "Oh,- well lemme know when you start likin' me..."

 He walked away, and i closed my door. Returning to my bed, I lay there, thinking again. About Jaquil. And Chris. And Tone. Nope, this shit ain't right. Somethin bouta go down.

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Ten minutes later, Jaquil came upstairs looking for me. This time I heard the familiar knock again, and it was him. I decided to let him in, after thinking a bit. I know if he knew about me and Tone he would be pissed, so i decided to keep it hushed for a while. I know he gone find out eventually...I just hope it isn't soon.