I am so broken
I feel so broken some days are better then others
Other days i feel like im breaking some small and others that are about to rip me apart
I dont think anyone can save me now if one more big crack gets in i think ill officially be broken
Im broken unfixable half dead and unattainable just like my wishes
My heart i hope will freeze over hopefully it will stop the pain or at least slow it down
I need to leave i need to get as far away as possible before i break to far
I wish i could fly away but i cant every time i try my wings turn into blocks of cement that hold me down
They are holding me down sinking me causing me to drown
Im drowing in all my tears all the tears and memories id rather forget
I feel so hollow and no one can fix me i feel like a doll always watching with out a soul just a lifeless thing
Only given life when around others and when alone i fall and cant get up
So hollow and cold its freezing in the darkness but its where im stuck in a place where no one can reach me
Ive fallen so many times so far down each time harder and harder so what do i do
Cause everytime i try to save myself i lose my grip and fall
No one ever grabs my hand and pulls me out im always going to be alone
I can hear a voice and its what gives me hope but it is to far to help unable
The one group of people who can reach me wont they are unable to far away in their own deluded minds
And so im left to sit at the bottom of my well of my corrupted wonderland turned dark
And hope someone will help as im left to drown in my tears and haunting memories
