I woke up crying.
I felt like I was dying.
My insides had shut down.
My brain had given up.
It was all because of a dream.
A tiny, unreal dream.
I had dreamt I wasn't good enough.
I dreamt you didn't want me.
You told me quietly, "You said I could leave."
I asked for a reason and you said,
"I needed space but you didn't give it to me."
I woke up and thought it was real.
Honestly I didn't want to deal.
I wanted to end my life right then and there.
You cause me pain without knowing.
I dont blame you, it's my mind that's causing this.
But I need you.
I may sound desperate.
And I may sound clingy.
But honestly, truthfully, I need you.
I love you, this love isn't fake.
I would do anything for you, whatever it would take.
Because I love you.
