(A/N: play song at the top when you get to lyrics)
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𝕂𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝔻𝕖𝕊𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝔾𝕒𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕖𝕟 • 𝟚𝟚
"So you just not gone give her them kids back?" My mama asked me over the phone causing me to suck my teeth
"Mane I'm not gonna keep them from her but they staying with me I missed 2 years of their life I missed watching them grow up their first words their first steps first day at pre-school I missed all of that because she wanted to be selfish! But kentrells always the bad person right I'm wrong for wanting to keep my kids?" I ranted and then hung up right in her face
No matter what I do I'm the bad person I'm getting tired of this shit to.
I need to get away but I can't leave my fans like that
I should write a song
After writing for a few hours and calling my producer last minute I finally recorded the song and released it
(A/N: you can skip this part of you want! And yes I changed the lyrics to match the story)
'How to love'
How to love, I'm sorry that I don't know how to love, I'm sorry that I don't know how to love, I'm sorry that I don't know how to love, I'm sorry that I don't know how to love, I'm sorry that I don't know how to love, (yeah) I'm sorry that I made you feel that way to change up
Think about all the times that you know you fucked up, criticizing me about all the hoes I done fucked kept it real from the start I ain't ever change up I done been around niggas that I'm knowing you done fucked only here for my baby I ain't looking for no love, niggas change daily no I ain't got no trust if they ain't talking money they can't come around us, these niggas plotting so I gotta watch em, I'm only 'twenty-two' and I'm living fast in a full time dream I hope ion crash invented it by myself imma do the dash on my way from my cell I got apprehended didn't narc on narcotics said that I was targeted took my lick went to jail you know I ain't say shit run it out the next day you know they ain't stop shit but up in court they wanna bam me cause I be on that gang shit wasn't familiar faces round that's a big lane switch for so long I was blind man I should've known this I wouldn't be wrong for saying that you ain't shit but I can't blame nobody but myself for this NBA Pap always told me never trust a bitch my brother Beanie always told me be about my business what you said hurted deep but I ain't ever say shit by any means I know Dave, I know Ari with me to keep it real from the start you were never with me (yeah)
