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FIVE by Sleeping at Last
i feel like our relationship is like this song, it was a long wait for me but a short one for you. it holds a lot of rough and rush memories wherein we have no clue what's coming but we were still both hopeful..
both of us had been single for two years and until then we were still trying to mend the tiny pieces of trust that our previous relationship left us. however, our midnight talks end up with topics that had always been bizarre and unconventional to other people. you let me talked about my beliefs and listened to my sentiments even though some of them are different from yours.
you always do your best to understand my needs and interests.. while i live in the guilty mind my ex had built for me.
but you still stayed... and you helped me put down the walls my ex left me with. you made me feel free and made me feel safe. you never left..
you made me discover a love that is beyond books and movies.. you made me discover another side of the universe that is brighter than ever.
thank you, mi amor.
Lyrics:
I want to watch the universe expand
I want to break it into pieces small enough to understand
And put it all back together again
In the quiet of my private collection
It feels like an out of body experience
But something gets lost from a safe distance
Now I can't put my mind to rest
And I can't help but second guess
Living behind this one-way mirror
I'm hypnotized by this anomaly
Such strange uncharted territory
A white flag waves in the dark between my head and my heart
My armor falls apart
As if I could let myself be seen, even deeply known
Like I was already brave enough to let go
And now I want to generously lose this energy
That I've been hanging onto so desperately
I finally feel the universe expand
It's hidden in heartbeats
Exhales and in the hope of open hands
Wait by Over October
Lyrics:
Waiting on someone who'll never be yours
It sounds stupid, bizarre
But you stay a little more
Yes, you wait
Oh, you wait
Imagination, fantasy, it's all in my head
All the things, we would've said
This addiction won't end
While I wait
Oh, while I wait
And, oh, this feeling just won't end
Take your time
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Take your time
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Waiting on someone who'll never be yours
It's like running in circles up unending floors
Yet you wait
Oh, you wait
Sitting here silently, nothing in store
What is this even for shaken up to the core?
But I'll wait
Oh, I'll wait
And, oh, I'm trapped in here again
Take your time
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Take your time
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
There's no turning back for me, I'll be
I'll wait 'til the mountains cross the seas
'Til all the secrets are set free
Meeting you there on bended knee
There's no turning back for me, I'll be
I'll wait 'til the mountains cross the seas
'Til all the secrets are set free
Meeting you there on bended knee
There's no turning back for me, I'll be
I'll wait 'til the mountains cross the seas
'Til all the secrets are set free
Meeting you there on bended knee
There's no turning back for me, I'll be
I'll wait 'til the mountains cross the seas
'Til all the secrets are set free
Meeting you there on bended knee
thank you for waiting for me.
i'm here already, promise.
te quiero.
