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POEMS ABOUT SHE

I realized na super panget if ang iikli ng chapters. I would compile muna my poems about she i have 5 currently pero instead na iedit ko nalang, icompile ko muna hehehehe

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PS NAWALA UNG IBANG READS SINCE NAG COMPILE AKO HUHUHU PLEASE RE READ POEMS ABOUT HE MAY DAGDAG DIN AKO DOON HEHE

1

Not all are blessed with chances.

If a cut wasn't deep enough,
It won't bleed like how others do.
It will heal with only small efforts,
Along with only little time.

However, wounds that didn't bleed,
Are wounds that you didn't know existed.
Only when, It has been hurt over and over again,
You began to see it's scar.

And then you will realize, that just because a wound didn't bleed,
It didn't need necessary options of what it takes to heal,
And since the wound remained unseen,
It was never protected against another injury.

It is not about how deep the wound is that predicts outcome.
It is about how often you got wounded,
That it didn't get the chance to heal properly.
It is not about what measures you had done to make it heal.
It is about the wounds that never had a chance to heal.

The biggest scars are created by repeated trauma,
A blow after one blow causes untreated wounds,
Those wounds you always shrug off due to absence of bleeding,
Are the wounds most dangerous.

You treat yourself like a minor wound,
Telling yourself it's okay to have small bruises.
Until it's late and you know yourself you're no longer okay.
All those hurt accumulated, making it harder to breathe.

It is easy to acknowledge hurt, and you will know what to do,
If you didn't knew you were bleeding,
How else would you know you were hurt?
See, that is why untreated wounds are the most dangerous.

You let others bleed for you.
Eventually, untreated wounds would need to heal.
What it takes for it to heal?
You create wound on others, unintentionally.

2

Anticipation exists in the wait

Waiting for something so long
So long that you already hated the wait
That you will no longer wait, that you will accept
What you are waiting for won't land in your hands

And then you switch for another thing to wait for
Just so you could fill your hopes up
And when what you first waited for finally arrives,
You didn't know what to do. Because you had spent all those time trying to live without it,
You end up not actually needing it anymore

You start to question why you even wanted it in the first place
When waiting taught you it wasn't what you really needed
Everybody tells you that good things come to those who wait
But what if you waited out so long,
It took out everything good in you
Instead of actually giving you good?

Everybody else tell you that the wait is good,
Waiting for something is good because you had something to wait for
When some didn't actually had anything to wait for,
Everybody else will tell you waiting will make you want it more,
But not everybody know what to do,
When what you waited for is no longer what you wanted,
The moment it has arrived.

3

All at once

A human body functions this great only because it functions as a whole
Knock one organ system all of it will drain to hole
So don't say that just because one system fails out
You don't expect it to act out
Do not be ashame for seeking help when one system dysfunction
Especially when control is its main function
Your mental health is wellness too
Don't mistake it for just feeling blue
Just because it has a different way of crying for help
It doesn't affect all the organs you own yourself.

4

Time is never equal

It will take you several hours to write that chapter of a book you wanted to finish.
But it will only take a few minutes for someone to read it.
It will take a several amounts of time to heal a wound,
But it will only take a few minutes for you to bleed again.
It will take you several days to build your foundation,
But it will take only a few strikes of pain to destroy what you built.
It will take your whole life time to know yourself,
But it only takes one ghost to lose it all again.
When people say, all of us have the same 24 hours,
I never agreed.
Because it will take you enormous amount of time trying to build something,
But will only take quite few minutes for it to shatter.
So when you say both of us have the same 24 hours,
Look at which end you're holding on to.
There maybe 2 sides at everything, but that doesn't mean they're equal.
There are 2 hands on the clock,
And they weren't equal.
The same goes at time. What took you hours to finish, goes by days to another.
What took you minutes to destroy, took hours of another.
That is why as a child we were taught to be mindful of our surroundings.
Because if we never knew what side we were holding on to,
How else would we know which side is sharp?
How else would we know we're going to get wounded?
If you don't know why you bled,
How are you going to heal it?
If you always believed time as equal,
How else would you know how to maximize it?
We only know how to value, if we can amount it to something else.
But trade doesn't work that way, it always is different according to who views it.

5

Daughter of Mafia

I've travel by foot, just so I could get to seek countless of abbeys
Whether a vicar, a preacher or a pastor, i've seen them all.
But nobody could cleanse the soul in me.
I've done things that no soul shall ever speak.

When I was young, I used to admire my father a lot,
He gave shelter and bread to people, who had lost the man of their house.
But as I grew and was able to view things clearly,
Oh had I not recognized that every time the table cloth had changed he used some to clean his hands.

I told myself, I would never let my hands get all crimson red.
But until needed, I'd choose their blood instead of mine.
But as enemies gets bigger in number and my credibility decreases,
I knew I would never see my hands pale white again.