Breanna yde one shots

How you feel

A/N I know it's another one shot about this topic but I like it so deal with it you bitch no offense but hope you like it
Mr.finns POV
I assigned an assignment to the class just sing a song about what you feel everyone has passed so far it was Tomikas turn she sang

They all cheered I saw something in her eyes she was lying
S: I can already tell your grade is an-
M: F
SOR: WHAT
T: why
M: I said sing what you feel that wasn't even close to what you were feeling
T: mr.finn it was
M: you'll pass when you sing what you really feel
T: I can't fail
M: I told you how to get an A
T: that's how I feel
M: no no it isn't
1 WEEK LATER
She still hasn't passed
Z: mr.finn your always wrong just pass her
M: no
S: but-
M: I'm putting it down as her final grade now
T: FINE ILL SING HOW I FUCKING FEEL
We were shocked she said that she walked to the keyboard
T: no one feel bad for me cause it happened a long time ago
F: how bad can it be
T: well
M: hurry up
She played

A tear rolled down her cheek she wiped it away and put on a smile it looked so real
T: can I pass now
M: Mika-
T: I'm fine 😡
She sat down we all looked at her
T: take a picture it'll last longer
S: to-
T: I said I'm fine can we let it go
F: did all of that really happen
T: what
F: the bleeding,weight loss,crying,the fact that you lost your-
T: yes and can we not talk about it it's not exactly the best thing that happened to me
Z: to-
T: I seriously don't need to hear all the sappy shit I got a lot of it from the therapists
S: you had more than one?
T: I had to many to count
SOR:...
T: but can we seriously just leave it alone
She really didn't want to talk about this
Tomikas POV
They just don't get it I went through a lot of pain with-
L: were not letting this go
T: then I'm gone
M: your not leaving your talking about this
T: you see I would but I got a mouthful of I couldn't care less
Z: Mika-
T: that's exactly what he used to call me you know that, you know I hate being called that you think it just annoys me no I hate it cause every time you call me that it brings back memories of times when I would get beaten head to toe or get hit till I cried or told I was a waste of space and that I should kill myself these aren't things I like to remember so can we just leave it alone and forget this project ever happened
SOR: no
T: I'm not talking about this
I can't remember him it hurts to much to even say his name by the way it was-
S: you have to
T: no I don't
Babe walked in
T: hey babe
Z: aren't you a game shaker
T: what's that
B: my gaming company
T: you have a- I really got to read your texts
B: so um don't hate me
T: what did you do
B: remember that guy who bullied you
F: wait is he the guy who you just telling us to shut up about
T: yes
B: so I may or may have not broughten him here
T: WHAT
B: shit I'm deaf
T: please tell me your kidding
Tr: hey mika
S: triple g was the-
T: yes now leave
Tr: see
B: no
Tr: I'm going she clearly doesn't want to see me
B: fuck you both your both miserable without each other you both cry yourself to sleep every night you both cut you both starve yourself and you both have a dart board of Avril Lavigne it doesn't have anything to do with this but it's still weird
T: I'm not talking to that jackass
Tr: look-
T: no you think your sad the pain your going through right now is half of the pain I went through ok I'm gone
I left I cried under a tree
Trips POV
Well that failed we were going in the limo
B: sorry
Tr: it's ok but I'm gonna go on a walk
I left I heard sniffles I looked and saw mika
Tr: hey
T: oh hi
Tr: you good
T: no
We talked for awhile
Tr: oh here
I handed her the locket I gave it to her when we first became friends
T: you kept this
Tr: of course I did
We hugged
Tr: forgive me
T: meh
I started tickling her she flipped us over
T: I win
Tr: you sure about that
I flipped us over again and we laughed
Tr: come on
T: where are we going
Tr: you'll see
I took her on my private jet I texted dub that I was gonna be gone I didn't tell him where I was though
T: what are you doing
Tr: have you ever been on a vacation
T: you know about my family's moneys problems
Tr: when was the last time you ate
I used to give her food and clothes wether she liked it or not since she never liked charity
T: umm-
Tr: come on
I gave her some food but she insisted on the leftovers she always did that
Tr: were here
T: where the hell are we
Tr: look
She looked and gasped she would never shut up about Hawaii whenever we were friends
T: is this-
Tr: Hawaii
She hugged me and dragged me out and everywhere she loved the ocean she could spend hours at the beach she played in the water all day
Double gs POV
We haven't seen them in hours
F: god where is she
My phone dinged it was her and him IN MAUI
D: Maui?
S: hmm
D: look at this Instagram post