PokéTrainers x Reader [ONE-SHOTS] - [REQUESTS: CLOSED]

[Angst] Hilda/White: Where's my Soleil?

Note: Every time I write about Hilda/White I will refer to her as "Hilda" because that's her official English name and I lowkey get confused with all the coloured names AHAH

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Quietly gazing at her friend with sadness, (Y/N) gently embraced the sobbing brunette and stroked her long hair in a loving manner;

"Everything's gonna be ok."

"You were amazing back there."

"You saved everyone and their Pokémon, so please don't bring yourself down like this..."

Were just the tip of the iceberg of what the (H/C) haired female whispered to her friend, cradling the weeping Hilda in her arms. (Y/N) was the only one the brunette opened up to in this manner, there was a sense of comfort surrounding the (E/C)-eyed girl and Hilda couldn't help but tell her how she truly felt about everything. The final battle between her and N was a tough one but Hilda reigned as the victor in the end. With Zekrom by her side, she saved everyone from forced Pokémon liberation but currently, Hilda was venting out her insecurities to (Y/N); about how she could've stopped Team Plasma earlier and how she wanted to do more for the entirety of Unova.

"I-I'm sorry t-that you have to see me l-like this..." Hilda sobbed as she tried her best to wipe the tears away. Without any hesitation, the (H/C) haired girl cupped the brunette's cheeks in her hands and tilted her face up, forcing Hilda to look at her in the eyes. With a gentle, sweet smile, (Y/N) warmly stated; "It's alright~ I'll take that darkness and turn you into a bird. So that way, you can finally fly free and go anywhere you wish without worry~" Booping the nose of her wide-eyed friend on 'you' caused the brunette to giggle a bit.

"Ahhh~ Is that my Hilda I see?" (Y/N) cooed as Hilda wiped the last tears off her face and smiled back softly. "Thank you (Y/N)... For everything..." Hilda muttered out, earning a hummed "Anything for you~" before (Y/N) stood up and stretched.

"How about we go get some Castelia cones?"

"I would love that (N/N)..."

"Alrighty then! Shall we?"

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Once the two females got to Castelia, they bought their desired ice cream and took a stroll around the city. During their little hangout, (Y/N) was able to bring back the energetic, happy-go-lucky Hilda they all know and love.

This ability of hers was how (Y/N) earned the nickname 'Soleil' within their friend group.

No matter how down they felt, (Y/N) was able to reassure them and make them feel better than before. Throughout the group's journey, (Y/N) was their rock and Hilda wasn't the only one that experienced this side of (Y/N); Cheren and Bianca got their fair share of (Y/N)'s sunshine during their journey across the region. Even when they tried to mask it away, (Y/N) could easily sense when something was wrong and would gently remind them that she was always there if they ever needed someone to talk to; and with the tone of her voice, they couldn't help but open up.

(Y/N) always seemed happy, supporting them through thick and thin while she kept saving them for the darkness within their hearts. It was as if (Y/N) always had light within her own but that wasn't exactly the case.

Ever since the group of friends started their journey back at Nuvema Town, (Y/N) had a secret that she would never say out loud, and this caused her to have a small insecurity. This was her darkness and it only grew darker the further she was in their journey.

"Thank you so much for today (Y/N), it really means a lot to me~" Hilda thanked her friend as the sun starting to sink into the horizon. Smiling back at the brunette, the (H/C) haired trainer reassured her that, "It's not a problem! If you need anything I'm here for you alright?" but before the two females parted ways, Hilda engulfed her friend into a tight hug.

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The moment (Y/N) finally arrived at her cozy apartment, she locked the front door and plunked down onto her couch, letting her mind wander off to thoughts... About her.

"Get over yourself (Y/N)! There's no way she would love you..." (Y/N) muttered to herself, as her mind gets filled with images and memories of a certain brunette.

You see, (Y/N)'s in love with Hilda, the Hero of Ideals, ever since they were kids. (Y/N) always believed that her feelings were platonic until she had her first battle against Hilda back at Nuvema. Her (E/C) eyes sparkled with love when she watched Hilda grow throughout their journey and when they were separated, (Y/N) couldn't help but feel like there was something missing in her heart.

This was the only feeling (Y/N) absolutely refuses to act upon, afraid that she will scare off the person she loves. The more (Y/N) took her friends' darkness away, the more her own grows within her and without realising, it finally consumed her mind and heart.

As tears trickle down her cheeks, (Y/N) failed to hold back her own sobs as she gave up fighting against it, allowing her darkness to takeover once and for all. Curling into a ball and hugging herself, she wept as her voice echoed throughout her empty apartment.

She might've been Hilda's sun but it seems like (Y/N) rejected her own, leaving her consumed by the darkness within her heart, with no clear sky in sight.

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Gasp
I wrote about someone who ISNT Red, Blue or N?! No way!

But jokes aside~ It pained me to write this because Hilda's my favourite Pokégal (*TwT) I promise to write something happy with her! I already have an idea but I might write that in the future~

And I know that the song had literal birds and darkness consuming but the lyrics could also be interpreted as symbolism so I went down that route for this one~

This was a short one cuz I didn't want to expand on anything unnecessary so I hope that's ok <3