LIFE to AFTERLIFE

Think of Love

Bridged the thinking to my destiny
Preoccupied seats

My road to travel
Is tracked to let it pass through some graves of my unused choices

My heart carcasses the blood
Suppressing it back inside

Over brimmed the ichor
It doesn't let it flow out

Price tags on my million dreams
All of them running to get them by themselves

I can't just take them back to my head
Cause I'm the owner of the shop of donating dreams

Deciding to end the process
Of loosing defined races

I won't try to win
Cause I know I'll loose again

Standing devastated
I see all of them run by me

I still stand with confusion
I will try but which lane to start on

Sometimes when I sit by myself
Thinking of nothing

But so much going inside my brain
Can the world pause for a couple of minutes

So i can figure out my existence

I have loved many of them
In all my imaginations

But when I sleep till late
I get fate nightmares

Cause I'm obsessed to love
So i don't wake up

I sing I write
I wished I could die

But the gods dont listen
To my incessant wishes

They make me go through bad times
Suffocate me but I'm just a Little creature

Everyone do those crimes daily
Can't you see the inhumanity

But you my insanity
You knew I didn't want to live more

But you threw me down
Now I'm trying to live alive

I felt clumsy but frozen
I don't cry tears

I cry my shredded hopes
The sound of lyrics

whom I'm devoted to
Put me in a hostage of satisfactions
That they would take me away

But
They didn't bother to even recognise my presence

Sometimes I just think of love

Here when no one is surrounded
The pace in which rain brushes my skin
Shivering hearts

Like a thought still flowing uncounted