On the outside he's just a normal college boy who happens to like guys, but on the inside he's broken.
Always wearing a smile, people would believe he has it all and he agreed with them
When a new kid starts at his school everything he thought he k...
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The man still lay in his bed, tears still flowing down his face and the loud sobs have turned to quiet hiccups. He can't believe that for the second time in his life he wasn't good enough.
That his problems ruined his relationship that started off perfect.
Just getting off the phone hearing the devastating news, Connor Travis up the stairs to the room his only son has been trapped in for hours. He listens as his son cries for the young man who stole his heart and fears it's only gonna get worse.
"Zayn?" He calls knocking on the door
"Go away!" Zayn shouts coughing from a sore throat
"Zayn please open the door" Connor demands softly
"No!" The boy shouts
"Zayn it's important!" He shouts
"I don't care" His son sobs
"Zayn..." He takes a breath "Zayn, it's Justin"
The young man jumps up out of bed and rips the door open
"I don't wanna talk to him" He spats
"Zayn, something bad has happened" Connor gulps
Zayn feels his heart drop as he stares at his father
"What are you talking about?" He asks
"He was driving and there was an accident" The man tries to tell his son gently
Zayn's eye widen and he gasps "Oh no"
"We have to go to the hospital" He sighs
"Is he okay?"
"I don't know, I was just told that it was a bad accident"
Zayn rushes past his father down the stairs and out the door
"Zayn wait!" Connor shouts after him
Zayn reaches the car first and tries to get in but it's locked
"Zayn" Connor pants "Son please"
"You don't understand! I have to go see him" Zayn cries
"I know Zayn but you can not drive in this state"
"I have to tell him I love him and that I'll be here for him!" He shouts trying to find the spare
Connor sighs then pulls the keys from him pocket unlocking the car
"Get in, I'm driving" He demands his son
Zayn huffs stomping to the other side of the car getting in, Connor follows shortly after starting up the car and zooming off.
Zayn doesn't know the outcome of Justin's accident and everyone is just hoping he can handle it.
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I can't believe that Justin got hurt and I can't help but feel like it's my fault, I got insecure and broke up with him and now I may never see him again.
I don't know why I did it but I just didn't want him to feel tied down by me and the baby, he has a dream to be a doctor and I don't know if he can accomplish that worrying about us.
But now he might not ever live that dream
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Once dad and I arrive at the hospital, I literally jump out of the car and run inside in search of someone to tell me what's going on. I rush to the nurses' desk panting and holding my belly
"Justin...McCann...Where is he?" I demand out of breath
"I'm sorry your relation?" The nurse snips
"I'm his boyfriend" I say a little calmer
"Sorry but it's family only" She snaps
"Listen lady, I am fifteen weeks pregnant and just found out my boyfriend was in a car accident, tell me where he is!" I order
"Zayn!" Someone calls
I whip around to see Diana with a sad smile
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"You came" She croaks
"Of course!" I say
"Come sit" She sighs
Oh no
"Is he okay?"
She shrugs "He's in surgery"
"What happened?"
"They said he ran a red light and that the driver of the other vehicle was texting and driving not paying attention to the road so when he went through the intersection, her car smashed into his and he went through the windshield and landed about five feet from the car" She chokes out
I gasp covering my mouth "Oh my god!"
"They said they won't know the extent of his injuries until they've completed the surgery" She whimpers
"He's strong, he'll be okay" I nod to myself
"I hope you're right" She sighs then hugs me
This is all my fault
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More Tomorrow...Six Chapters Left + Epilogue + Bonus Chapter
