If only...

Silent lies

You have told me to run,

run as far from the monster you are,

but, i couldnt make my mind straight,

my heart was still stolen by a beast,

and i dont have a soul to save me,

to protect,

to hide me into safety.

you warned me thousand of time,

yet i ignored each one of them,

i looked stright ahead,

to the blind truth,

into the dark world of lies.

your soft hand touched my face,

you eyes glowing, making it harder for me to look away,

a tear drop slipped, and a whisper of sorry came.

i knew not the truth what was happening,

confused by the world that had surrounded me.

you tell me run,

run far away, and never turn around,

never look for a bastard like you,

my heart wont let go,

but i slowly felt the distants take us away.

i wished i hadn't listen to you,

the silent lies you told me,

all of them to covered the unbareable pain,

but the pain i felt wasnt from that truth,

it was the pain how i never realized the love you had for me.