This isnt you're place to decide.

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I must of looked crazy running down the halls like that.

Running with my both hands scratching violently, desperately trying to draw blood.

Insane.

I must of ran across the whole school in search of my outlet.

When I finally saw his green beanie I made a bee line for him. My next words where the first I'd spoken in the years I've gone to this school.

"Give it to me."

"Wh-"

"Give. It. To. Me."

Ryan's eyes widened as the words between breaths processed.

"No. no no no no. Absolutely not."

"This isn't your place to decide what I do."

By now some kids had stopped to look at the freak yelling his first words to a guy who never seemed to even glance his way.

"I'm not going to give it to you. That's final."

The fact that people were staring at me made it all the more worse.

The burning feeling in my wrist increased and I began to scratch at it furiously.

Rick's eyes widened and he reached out a hand to stop me but I quit and pushed his arm away.

"Hand it over."

"I said n-"

"FUCKING HAND IT OVER!"

By now multiple people had their jaws dropped but I didn't care.

I didn't even remember the reason I wanted it.

All I knew is that my wrist itched and Rick had what would make it stop.

"No."

And with that I kicked him in the gut, untied my chain from his neck and ran.

I heard him groaning and I felt a little guilt but when Ryan called after me, it made me run faster.

I pushed my way to the men's room, ignoring the angry glares I received.

Crouched down in a stall I took my friend and expected the numbness.

The empty feeling that followed.

But I felt fear.

The sharpness of the blade wasn't something I usually felt either.

But worst of all, as tears rolled down my cheeks, I felt the pain.

I was once again forced out of my world by a heavy weight on my back, arms wrap around me and was quickly flipped over to see Isaac staring at me with disbelief.

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So this is a thing.

I felt like writing.

I know! crazy right!?

Vote, comment, all that stuff :3

~R

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