What if, this was all just imagination?
What if, this was all just a big misunderstanding?
From his broken strings, to his broken heart
Ritsuka fixed it all for him
From his shattered hope, to his lonely mind
Ritsuka changed it all for him
His ocean eyes was like a bright summer who took away the coldness and madness from his rosy eyes
But...
What if, he wasn't really in love at all?
What if, he was just in love with the feeling?
And what if......he just mistook this feeling of gratitude in to so called love?
Answers, forgiveness, desperation. Are the reasons as to why he tried to open his not healing wounds again. With a heavy heart and trembling hands, Mafuyu once again dared to step in his room
His scent
His favorite shirt
His closet
His crumpled bed sheet
His dusty study table
His alarm clock
The scattered cans of alcohol
The hanging rope
Nothing had changed. Everything were still at its place. Everything still lingers inside this four lonely walls
Staring blankly at this walls, what could have they said to Mafuyu if they could talk? Will he dare listen to them? Will he be able to be brave enough to hear the horrible story of that night?
Will he be able to take it if this walls will tell him how the endless strumming of guitar turned in to painful cries and hard breathings?
Will he be able to handle if this wall will tell him the hidden truth of his first love's suffering of that night?
As he closed his eyes, everything rushed back in his nebulous mind. The incisive pain, the neverending regrets, the overflowing tears, everything went back to Mafuyu as if it was just yesterday
"Mafuyu"
"Mafuyu"
A sudden familiar voice made him open his eyes. And it wasn't too soon when Mafuyu realized he's no longer inside the room. The surrounding instantly changed in to something more familiar
The cold breeze
The graceful swaying of trees
The cloudy sky
And this nostalgic familiar voice, there's no way he wouldn't recognize that owner of it
"Mafuyu"
Turning his gaze, Mafuyu saw the familiar swing and the tall man standing beside it
"Mafuyu.......it's been a while"
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Ritsuka x Mafuyu
FanfictionWhat if, this was all just imagination? What if, this was all just a big misunderstanding? From his broken strings, to his broken heart Ritsuka fixed it all for him From his shattered hope, to his lonely mind Ritsuka changed it all for him His oce...
