English Guy

Letting Go

Years later....

Jess' POV:
So I guess that's life, we live and we learn. I'm not sure if I should consider Tayler as my first love because i'm not sure how to decide whether I did fall for him or I just liked the idea that somebody was there to comfort me when I was down.

But at some point he did make me happy. We started talking in 2012, I think? And it immediately ended in 2013. Funny how things change so quickly. Hehe. Now that I think about it, I guess I should have been more confident back then? I think maybe he just wanted to see me when he mentioned if we could go out. Remember page 5 of the story when he asked me out and I told him I couldn't because I know my parents wouldn't allow me? I think I was just too scared a few years ago because I was insecure of how I looked. I'm sure most of us are scared of rejection. But if you're unlike me who's brave enough to face their crush asap, then hands down to you. 🙇🏻‍♀️

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So that's the end of the story. A year later we stopped talking, I saw him follow me on twitter but that's just about it. He's now in a relationship with someone and i'm happy for him. I've moved on and learnt some lessons from him.

Thank you for reading my story!

I'm planning on making a new one. I apologize for taking so long to finish this one. I've been busy for the past few years with college and now is the only time I managed to end it.

- April 29, 2020
1:19 AM